A few "sighs" and generations of "joys and sorrows" are ridiculous. My life is not decided by heaven. If Beijing Humanities University says that people live for a lifetime, 30 years in Hedong and 30 years in Hexi, the time is too long. I agree, too. I believe that with the change of environment, the growth of age, the increase of experience and the broadening of vision, a person can be flexible in the waves of life, can also fly wildly in the edge, and can also be quiet and far-reaching in silence. Time throws people away in a hurry, cherries turn red and plantains turn green. That year, I came to Beijing Humanities University. After freshman year, I was crazy like a green apple. After sophomore year, I danced like a red apple, holding a pineapple and eating tomatoes. My junior year floated away and my senior year swung past. In Beijing Humanities University, I tasted green and sweet, so I lost it. I've never been sentimental, I don't know how to be sad, I'm tired of seeing the separation and the combination, and the banquet is beautiful again. If water flows through my fingers, I feel helpless and my heart is fleeting. Recalling the past, I dare not, and the ups and downs all come from this. Memories are like yesterday, lingering, bitter and sweet. That year, I came to Beijing Humanities University in ignorance, and the taste of ignorance that year was sweet. That year, I experienced disappointment and sadness for the first time. I made a decision that I still don't know right or wrong. That year, I decided to be myself, and I wouldn't listen to other people's arrangements at will. That year, I felt that my life was very confused and bitter. That year, I played with my youth. I don't believe in the future, only believe that miracles will happen. That year officially bid farewell to Beijing Humanities University, and that year officially began a new beginning. When I was a freshman, I was wild and unrestrained. I let myself shine in as many opportunities as possible, life, work, friends and lovers, but I didn't study-this is the bounden duty of students. I believe that many colleagues at that time were bold, but they also had arrogance and ignorance when they were young. More importantly, they had tireless freshness and enthusiasm for life, and they could be unrestrained in passion. I believe that the burning passion of youth needs the enthusiasm to forge ahead, and the wonderful piano sound will be emitted from our tight strings. When I entered Beijing Humanities University, I entered a new starting point and my eyes were fixed on a new goal. I chased the prey dancing in front like a fierce hunting dog. As long as you go forward, everything is right. What not to be sharp-edged, the short-lived fanaticism that just rushed out of high school, etc., were all forgotten in laughter. My own road to Beijing Humanities University, I want to go by myself. This seems to be a declaration of youth. With this belief, on the stage of Beijing Humanities University campus, the first thing I feel is my addiction to "official fans" and my excitement and impulse to show myself. At that time, various departments of Beijing Humanities University, student associations, Beijing Humanities University TV stations, reporter stations and other student organizations were trying their best to "recruit". There seems to be a wind blowing in every corner of the campus of Beijing Humanities University, but I don't know which direction the wind is blowing. I just followed the temptation everywhere with a passion. In many campaign scenes, I almost performed passionately, boasted myself and was full of pride. Swaying in the wind, but full, just because the busy figure is running around, and the shouting voice is shaking around. I, a young man, am full of energy and passion, because I believe there is nothing wrong with being young. I, a female college student of Beijing Humanities University, look for a colorful life with beautiful eyes, because I believe in the beauty of life. I, a girl with my own temperament, fantasize about getting rid of the bound thread and becoming a free-flying kite, hoping to use my own strength to hold up a sky of my own, to fly and to sing. I, a proud woman, for me, continuous success is the strength of my life extension and my persistent pursuit in the process of extending my life. In this way, I broke into the network of Beijing Humanities University from a small squad leader of the Military Training Corps, which made my ambition find a place to play. That year, my screen name was Wild. As soon as the wind blows, I go against the wind, without hindrance, without hindrance. When the wind recedes, I float in the wind, with no regrets. The course of life is varied. In the tide of life, I was like an ant. I have always believed that passion is infinite, but I didn't really realize that it is very difficult to treat the same thing and turn passion into habit. In Beijing Humanities University, the enthusiasm of freshmen cooled down in the passage of time, passion disappeared, love was tasteless, busy and empty, the veil was lifted, the aesthetic angle was reversed, but I couldn't keep up with the beat. Stop in a hurry, reflect on your choice, and wonder why you are so stupid. My character, my attitude towards life did not anticipate this. I have been a student cadre for more than ten years, but I have never really thought about whether it really suits me. Suddenly there is a kind of sadness, a kind of sadness that I don't know why I used to be so sad. It seems that I didn't know until now that my former self was just looking for the feeling of being praised, looked up to and treated as a character in this secular world. Precocious self, from a few years old, has been pursuing his own love and cleaning up the prince charming in his heart. Prince Gray came and went in a hurry, but her heart never really touched. The friend said, are you a woman? This * * * * question, I, is not feminine? ! I finally calmed down, stroked my heart and began to ask: What do you want? People should have roots and be deeply planted in fertile soil. Life needs natural harmony, and something really substantial and reliable could have been held in your hand. Life is not just a show of teeth, it is vigorous. Perhaps the way to learn is to cultivate one's self-cultivation, have a lofty realm, reveal the mystery of life in knowledge and learning, and immerse oneself in the world in the communication of life. The meaning of learning should be expanded. In silence, study with peace of mind and make up for too many loopholes; Step into life to fill the pallor of practice. Although the ideological change is somewhat unwilling, it is another enrichment and another taste of life. I became a girl who was immersed in the world of her own books and kept traveling. I have experienced all kinds of life, abandoned my previous fanaticism, meditated and tried to connect another realm of life with Buddha's heart. At Beijing Humanities University, I no longer care about other people's misunderstandings, and I no longer wave flags and shout. Silence does not mean sinking, but reality needs truth. Some people say that I am old and have settled down by myself. Where are the ancient Woods? Why are the Woods no longer arrogant and self-righteous? Why are young women in the Woods now inseparable from men's arms? Why do the Woods now always cover their cheeks and even cry? The vitality of youth lies not only in the jumping figure, but also in the silent life. In this unspeakable world, everyone has his own corner of life, and different people have their own different lifestyles. If you like it and suit it, go wandering bravely. Life may prefer to be quiet and long.