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I don't know what kind of situation you were in. Are you still wandering around this city alone? Like every confused young man, you have no house, no car, no hukou and no boyfriend. Because I am in a remote place, I have to get up one hour in advance to catch the crowded bus and go to work for more than ten hours. When I call home, I always say that my work is going well and everything is fine. Although I have tears in my eyes, I still told them that I will definitely take them to settle in this city in a few years, but you should know that compared with your meager salary, the house price is like a ceiling that I can't touch in my life, and I can only look at it and sigh.

A famous person in Germany once said, "Those who plant a career need to eat the fruit"; No matter what your situation was at that time, it was caused by what I am doing now, because I have a dispensable attitude towards learning, and I am addicted to online games to kill people and rob goods, and attack cities and plunder land to satisfy my own selfish desires. Because I despise all kinds of school activities and indulge in my own narrow space all day, you lose more opportunities to get in touch with people and improve yourself; Because I turn a blind eye to all kinds of resume skills and think it's a waste of time.

Lu Ji said in "Short Songs", "What is the geometry of life? Die like a sunrise. Without weight, China is not in the sun. " This sentence was inadvertently seen. I didn't know its meaning at that time, and I didn't pursue it. Later, I learned that it was said like this: "Life is just a few autumn, and it is also a flick of a finger; No matter what you do, you should cherish time. You must never lament the shortness of life and let time pass by you in vain. " From the beginning of entering the university to the graduation of five years, a total of nine years, not long, not short, now two years have passed, I have no idea about it, and I don't think there is anything wrong with it. That's it, just muddle along.

Goethe said: "Where there is no interest, there is no memory." Most people think that interest is the best teacher, which I can't doubt and disagree with. Interest, I don't know what it is, I don't know how it came into being and how it disappeared; What am I interested in? I don't know. Books? I'm afraid not, I just use them to pass the time; Film and television drama? I'm afraid not. I just use them to make my mind spin; What about studying? I'm afraid not. I just regard it as a job and a burden.

Causal cycle, time flies, interest is like a teacher, true and false vary from person to person; I can only express my regret for your situation. It's my fault that you suffered more pain and sweat. I can only say that I will try to change, change myself now and change myself in the future. This process is waiting for you and me to witness.

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Date: 2065438+03165438+1October 20th.