That year, I was a freshman and she was a freshman, but we were not in the same department, but we were in the same class: open gardening.
I sat in the back and she sat in front of me. When I looked up and saw her hair and smelled its faint fragrance, I was completely at a loss. I was attracted by the girl in front. I kept thinking about her class in my mind, and my thoughts were flying. I wonder what this girl is like. I've always wanted to see her.
When the class was over, I finally met her. Really, I fell in love with her from that moment on. Gardening has become my favorite class, but two classes a month are really too few, only seven classes a semester. I'll find out about her. I finally found out that this girl is from the Department of Business and I am from the Department of Vehicle Engineering.
Although we are not in a teaching building, I am in the north of our campus and she is in the east of our campus. We are separated by a campus, but she is separated by a mountain in my heart.
The second time I attended an open class, I was still sitting behind her. I just imagine that I can't wait any longer. I thought I should talk to her bravely, so I took the initiative to say hello and chat with her. In this way, we added WeChat to each other.
Although we didn't sit together in the future open class, I still sat behind her, but we learned a lot from each other through WeChat. Although we don't have two people holding hands alone on campus, we all contact each other through WeChat, so I'm a sophomore, and I don't think I can be so timid anymore. My roommate encouraged me to tell her, so I gathered all my strength to ask her out to meet. Let's meet on campus.
I was very nervous when I stood by the bridge waiting for her to come.
When she came, she asked me what happened.
I said nothing, just chatting with you. I'm so stupid! I just want to say "I like you", but unfortunately I can't say it. I wanted to slap myself, so we sat by the lake for about 40 minutes. I finally couldn't help it.
I said to her, I want to make friends with you?
She said, are we not friends now?
I said I wanted to be boyfriend and girlfriend with you, and she said I'd think about it.
Give me an answer tomorrow night. I said yes. My heart is about to float. I think there will be a way to think about it, and I may agree. But to my surprise, the answer she gave me the next night turned out to be no. She didn't promise me. She told me that she didn't want a boyfriend like me. She doesn't think we are right for me. Oh, my God! I just had a breakdown.
This is the first girl I like in my life, so I was rejected and missed. Really sad! I decided to delete all her contact information. From that moment on, we were like passers-by. I never spoke to her again. She talks to me, I ignore her, and she never talks to me.
Now, I'm a senior, and I have a girlfriend. I really haven't contacted her again and I don't want to see her. I don't want to know everything about her. She has a boyfriend who has nothing to do with me and is destined to be a passer-by in my life.