I heard his "The Sea of Kabibara" the other day, and I began to cry for no reason. I always feel that his Sang Song is a sad story, but I didn't see it clearly, including the title. But the more I don't understand, the more I want to understand, so I decided to deconstruct his song, because I think every word in his song hides a plot and spells out a story paragraph by paragraph. ...
After checking the information, I know that there is no place called Kabila Yuan in the world, but there is a Japanese anime character named Kabila Yuan who can dive. So this [Kabibara] should mean Japan. After listening to this song repeatedly, I feel that he should be singing the story of a girl wandering in Japan, and this sea of Kabala should also be a girl's heart.
Now, listen to this song sentence by sentence.
//When you cry again, it will become like July.
My understanding of this sentence is that a girl remembered the past days, and her heart was filled with tears. Her tearful appearance, like the midsummer in July, has a burning feeling.
//I am the murderer of rotten flowering, and you are the shepherd boy who hides petals.
Florescence and petals are symbols of love. "I" is a man and "you" is a woman. This song is about a man who failed a girl's love, but the girl hid it and took it to another grassland.
//You have a light-footed cat with an upstream heart.
Lightweight cat, a metaphor for a girl's mood, means that the girl has grown into a self-conscious woman after experiencing the injury of love; Its heart is upstream, that is, girls are not afraid of the obstacles of reality and decide to pursue the life they want.
//From then on, you put on bright clothes, as if Tokyo is also a red wall and green tiles.
When a girl grows up to be a woman, she will first change her appearance. Bright clothes are a woman's disguise for herself. She faded her green face and was no longer afraid of attracting attention. It seems that Tokyo is also a city with red walls and green tiles, telling us the city where this girl lives, and the red walls and green tiles are the state of this city, that is, wherever we go, we are all the same.
//The sleeping dream in the box disappeared as soon as it was opened.
I understand this box as a small room, and a beautiful dream is a girl's expectation for a beautiful love. But when a girl really opens her heart to another person, the beautiful love in her heart disappears immediately, probably because the dream in her heart is so beautiful that it will be shattered when she meets the ugly reality.
//People who wake up cry and want to go home. People who leave home won't believe her.
The one who wakes up is the one who wakes up from a dream. When the dream finally broke, the girl who woke up in pain just wanted to go back to a warm home, but the people who left home knew that she didn't have a warm home to go back to and didn't believe that she really wanted to go back.
//Please abandon me in the distance and let me bear that terrible despair.
In front of love, men are actually weaker than women. They have no ability to save their feelings, so they would rather be exiled to far away places by women and let him bear the bitterness and terrible despair of feelings and life.
//When you finally feel sad, I will come back to song for you.
Life is not as simple as we thought. Suffering is the normal state on the road of life, and so is sadness. When we finally accept this growing sadness, we can also accept the person who once hurt us to come back to our lives and listen to him talk about his mental journey.
//But don't regard impetuous life as growth like me.
The man who can't give you a future or promise, his only wish in his heart is that you can take care of yourself and live your own life. After all, women and men are different. The man who once loved you doesn't want you to face the bitterness and pain in life like him, because his impetuous heart keeps growing in a state of self-harm or injury.
//I finally saw a precious person with tears and laughter.
We are constantly tossing about life, and eventually we will find those who really care about us and cherish us, those who will cry for our bad life, and those who will greet our loved ones with a smile no matter what we have experienced.
//The sleeping dream in the box disappeared as soon as it was opened.
The beautiful dreams in our hearts are so easily shattered and disappeared in the face of reality.
//People who wake up cry and want to go home. People who leave home won't believe her.
Those who left home to pursue their dreams finally realized that this city, which does not belong to her, will not fulfill her love and dreams. After being defeated by reality, she just wanted to return to her hometown, but people who came here after leaving home would not believe what she said.
//The man who smokes in the sea falls asleep with you in Kabala.
After banishing herself for a long time, the girl finally decided to go home. On the ferry home, those who smoked at sea with their own worries also fell asleep with her on the ferry that bid farewell to Japan.
//Can I still be your captain when your tired ship returns home?
The last sentence is what the man who once loved the girl who came back from Japan asked her. When she saw the outside world and dragged her tired body back to her hometown, would she still like to come back to him and let him be her captain?
After listening to the whole song, I thought of myself again. Eight years ago, I bid farewell to my college sweetheart and came to Beijing alone to pursue my inner life. However, after so many years, I have experienced four fruitless feelings, all because of a drifting identity, which turned love into a floating cloud and had to let it drift with the wind.
This is probably our relationship. When we are in chaos, it is easy to feel sad. When you wake up, you will understand that the sea is the sea and the ship is the ship. People who have something to do with themselves will always be there, and people who have nothing to do with themselves will leave one day.
Facing this familiar and unfamiliar city, thinking about those who once loved us and loved us, what choice will we make in the end, and what will we think of this Wang Yang sea? I don't know. I only know that Na Pianhai in our hearts is our dream and desire. Only after experiencing stormy waves can you appreciate the beauty of peace.