Dear self:

Hello!

When you read this letter, it has been four years, and you have boldly taken the first step in your life. Remember that ignorant girl who entered the university with her dream? At first, you were excited but a little shy, and at the same time you were reluctant to leave home. After all, this is the first time you have left home and lived alone in a strange city.

Facing the new environment and new life, you are full of fighting spirit from the beginning. You firmly believe that these four years of college life will shape a brand-new yourself, and your dream will come true in four years. At the beginning of freshman year, you are eager to actively participate in the recruitment of cadres in the four major institutions of the school, but there will inevitably be setbacks on the way to success. After being eliminated by the Student Union and the Youth League Committee, I felt extremely lost, but this was a manifestation of my lack of ability. Fortunately, I finally found my "belonging", and it was this big family that made me feel the atmosphere of the university.

Although it has been almost two months since I wrote this letter to myself four years later, I still can't adapt to college life. Running around the campus every day, I am busy with my work and study, but I still can't do my work well and my study can't keep up with the rhythm. It is said that college is very relaxed and free, but I haven't felt the fun of college yet, and even want to go back to middle school to have a rest. Even though I am too busy to eat and rest every day, I still regret not participating in the recruitment activities of clubs, school teams and so on. Maybe I'm too eager for success, or maybe I'm not active enough, so whenever I see what activities my friends have participated in and what teams or clubs I have joined, I feel envious and jealous, but more regret and feel that I have missed it. I'm like a headless fly, groping around, but I can't do anything about it, which may be a sign of no goal.