Go to college and cry.
You should be a particularly introverted person. According to your information, you are a boy. How can a boy be like this? A man should have a man's spirit and mind, but you said you cried for many days. I want to ask if you are a man or a woman. Even women should be glass flowers in the greenhouse, and there is no room for any trouble. Do you know why the current victims and criminals are college students? Because of your children's thoughts and IQ, my friend, think about it! How old are you this year? Your parents won't protect you for life, and you have children of your own. How would you protect him?