In contrast, it's better to think more about your future at your age. Don't pay so much for a temporary brain fever. If there is no future, you will pay not only feelings, but also money. You said that you are a realistic girl, and I believe that when you calm down, you will weigh the importance of the two. Are you sure he still loves you, but there are so many variables in life, can you clap your chest for sure? Don't regret whether you choose to repeat your studies or go to junior college in the end. After all, the road is your own choice, and no one can blame you. Only tell yourself to walk bravely. If this love is gone, pack it up and keep it in your heart. If you love it, you will be satisfied.