However, due to the bad influence of family of origin and the ruthless attack of society, they are constantly frustrated and disillusioned, and their hearts are gradually filled with hatred, and they have embarked on the road of crime.
Li Yijiang was originally a handsome college student. He has a beautiful yearning for life, love and the future. However, all this is ruined. After Li Yijiang got drunk, the four of them "collected the body" and experienced a humiliating night.
From then on, he gave up his love and his future, and all he cared about was revenge. In the end, he castrated and killed six people out of resentment and was shot at the age of 24.
How did all this happen? What kind of painful experience did Li Yijiang have?
Li Yijiang, a native of Shandong, was born in 1980. Li's parents work in Xinjiang and there are two boys at home, so he was adopted by his aunt in Beijing.
Her aunt took care of Li Yijiang like her own child and gave him happy childhood memories. However, in junior high school, Li Yijiang came to his parents and began a long and painful life.
Mother is mentally ill and always beats her children. The two brothers are so used to it that when their mother was ill, they were not at home, leaving Mr. Li alone to be beaten and scolded by his mother.
He is still a teenager and has experienced the pain of life. His mother beat and scolded him, his father drank too much, and his brothers didn't like him, all of which made him feel the warmth of his family. Li Yijiang misses his aunt and wants to go back to Beijing. The only way for him to overcome his pain is silence.
At the age of 0/5, Li Yijiang/Kloc-was already a handsome young man. He is ruddy, tall and dull, and looks like a girl. In order not to be scolded by his mother, Li Yijiang always takes the initiative to stay and clean after school, hoping to go home later.
But it turned out to be a tragedy. One night that winter, Li waited until late after school. It was very cold then. Li Yijiang was busy combing his hair and accidentally bumped into a stout middle-aged man.
At first, Li was flustered and worried about being beaten. He repeatedly apologized and asked for forgiveness. The strong man wanted to get angry, but he saw Li Yijiang's face clearly, turned anger into joy and made up with him.
After Li Yijiang came to Xinjiang, few people spoke to him so kindly. He was very moved. At the strong man's repeated invitation, Li Yijiang agreed to have dinner with him so that he could go home. Why not?
They opened a noodle restaurant and asked for a bottle of white wine and some side dishes. Li Yijiang didn't drink at first, but he couldn't stand the strong man's persuasion and had to drink it reluctantly.
Under the paralysis of alcohol, Li Yijiang forgot his unhappiness and was in a much better mood than before. As expected, Li Yijiang drank too much. After they walked out of the noodle restaurant, the strong man helped Li Yijiang to the park.
In the park, the strong man showed his true colors and attacked Li Yijiang. Li Yijiang was drunk at that time and didn't hold back. Finally, the strong man raped Li Yijiang.
When Li Yijiang woke up and realized that he had been "bullied" by a man, he felt extremely humiliated and his depression turned into hatred.
After that, Li Yijiang took a knife with him, hoping to find a strong man and avenge himself. But he never saw this man again, and the hatred in his heart grew deeper and deeper.
In 2000, Li was admitted to Beijing Institute of Technology and became a college student. After entering the university, Li Yijiang remained silent. Besides studying, he also concentrates on his part-time job because his family hardly gives him more money.
Li Yijiang likes to drink alone whenever he is free. He has nowhere to talk, so he can only drown his sorrows in wine. Because Li Yijiang is handsome and has been pursued by girls, he is indifferent.
"You can't be gay. Why don't you promise that girl? " The students joked. Li Jiao stopped to explain that he was "just not interested in her". Maybe his mother's beating made him hate women more.
When he was a sophomore, Li Yijiang went to a bar to drink. What he didn't know at that time was that this bar was a gathering place for homosexuals. When Li Yijiang was drinking alone, a man named Tang came over.
Li Yijiang breathed a sigh of relief when the two chatted over coffee. During the conversation, Li Yijiang learned that Mr. Tang was gay, but he didn't feel uncomfortable. On the contrary, he thinks Mr. Tang is kind and handsome.
When he learned that Li Yijiang was working part-time, Tang said that he could "help him tide over the difficulties". After drinking, the Tang people invited Li Yijiang to his house for the night, and Li Yijiang finally agreed.
Since then, Chris Lee acquiesced in their relationship, and he has been "protected" by this man. Li Yijiang also enjoyed this relationship, and he fell in love with Mr. Tang deeply.
But Mr. Tang is not single-minded and often goes out to "flirt". What makes Li's life more painful is that sometimes Mr. Tang will share him with other men, but Li doesn't have the courage to fight back. In the end, Li Yijiang couldn't stand it anymore and chose to leave.
During this period, Li Yijiang met a girl named Nana. Nana fell in love with Li Yijiang at first sight and pursued her crazily. Li Yijiang clearly told Nana that she was gay, but Nana still refused to give up and tried to change Li Yijiang.
With Nana's efforts, Li finally accepted the girl and spent the night with her. After the first intimate contact, Li Yijiang also decided to "fall in love with a woman", so they fell in love.
But just as Nana was looking forward to the future, Li Yijiang suddenly found her and insisted on breaking up with her. Nana tried several times to persuade her to stay, but all failed. She just listens to him. It is not easy to meet love. Why did Li Yijiang destroy it himself?
It turned out that in the process of interacting with Nana, Li Yijiang suffered misfortune and could not live a normal life. In June 2002, Li Yijiang was addicted to it and went to a disco where gay people gathered. There, he met four people, all gay of the same age, and they all drank a lot.
In the middle of the night, Li Yijiang got as drunk as a fiddler and fell asleep at his desk. I woke up to find myself "dead" and tied to the heating pipe in my bedroom.
These four men saved him. That night, Li Yijiang suffered inhuman torture and humiliation. When he regained his freedom, his mother was beaten, the strongman was raped, and Mr. Tang was abandoned forever. Together with his heart, he was completely desperate and had only one thought, that is revenge.
In order to concentrate on revenge, Li Yijiang brutally broke up with Nana. Then he started wandering around the bar, looking for the four men. Finally, it took Li Yijiang several months to find the four of them and kill them one by one. After the murder, Li Yijiang castrated the deceased to vent his hatred.
After killing four people, Li Yijiang's hatred did not disappear. He continued to look for gay victims and killed two others in the same way. In April 2003, Li Yijiang, a "castration madman", was arrested. Li Yijiang was executed in August 2004.
When Li Yijiang was a teenager, he was beaten by his mother for a long time. Influenced by his family, he hates women. Because of this, Li Yijiang found it difficult to accept women's love, and finally embarked on another road, but suffered misfortune again and again.
In retrospect, in Li Yijiang's short life, all he got from his aunt and Nana was some warmth and comfort, while others brought him pain and humiliation, which also filled his heart with hatred. He gave up his love and future without hesitation, and he also wanted revenge.
If his parents were happy and concerned, Li Yijiang might not have suffered so much, let alone become a criminal. After all, no one is born a murderer. We should pay attention to the influence of family background on children and avoid such tragedies.