Today, I write this critical letter to you with 120,000 guilt and 120,000 regret, to show you my deep hatred and determination for this bad behavior of playing truant.

The nature of the error is serious. I am an enemy of qualified college students, which has harmed the interests of many parties and caused extremely bad influence in the school. This kind of behavior, even if it does not bring losses to classmates and teachers, itself violates the principle of being a qualified student. I only take care of my own convenience and temporary thoughts, which is also wrong. People are social people and can't just think about themselves. I did this. It has damaged the class and learning atmosphere of the whole class. Doing so is also a disrespect for the teacher to serve the students wholeheartedly. So when the teacher told me to write the examination, it was also to let me deeply realize this.

As early as when I first entered this class, you repeatedly stressed that the whole class should not be late or absent from class. At that time, the teacher's instructions over and over again were still in my ears, and my serious expression was still in my eyes. I was deeply shocked and deeply realized the importance of this matter, so I repeatedly told myself to take this matter as a top priority and not to disappoint the teacher's painstaking efforts.

Now I deeply review, because I am lazy for a while, and the teacher is worried about my safety. I didn't show up on time when I should have. How can we make teachers who usually care about and care for every student not worry? This kind of worry is likely to distract teachers all day, leading to more serious consequences. Not only has it caused a bad influence among students. Because I am absent from class alone, it may cause other students to follow suit, affect class discipline and be irresponsible to other students' parents. Moreover, it affects the improvement of personal comprehensive level, so that it fails to improve itself under the condition of improving instinct, which goes against the wishes of parents. It's really unfilial. It is precisely because of low ideological awareness that we pay serious attention to important issues. Even if there is understanding, it has not really been put into action. The usual way of life is lazy and careless.

My behavior has also caused a very bad influence among my classmates and destroyed the management system of the school. Students should learn from each other and promote each other, but my performance has given students a bad start, which is not conducive to the school spirit construction of schools and departments. At the same time, it also caused some damage to the image of the school. "xx School" has always been a school with strong student autonomy in people's minds. We should preserve this image, not destroy it. I finished my laziness under the hat of selfishness. Only by seriously reflecting, finding the deep root behind the big mistake and recognizing the essence of the problem can we give an account to the collective and ourselves and make progress. As a graduating student, I didn't do my job well and set a good example for the students who just entered the school, which brought great trouble to the teachers in the work style management.

I deeply realize that my indulgent, unorganized and undisciplined behavior is a sign of disrespect for the teacher's work. China is a country of etiquette, and it has been paying attention to respecting teachers since ancient times. This is a traditional virtue, which I have always ignored in the past. Aside from one aspect, we should not only respect teachers, but also respect everyone, his labor and the fruits of his labor. In doing so, I directly caused a problem. We don't respect the bad influence of other people's labor. As a contemporary college student and a person who is receiving higher education, this kind of performance obviously does not meet the requirements of society.

Culture teachers, like parents, want us to become pillars of society, not only in study but also in life. We should not only learn what teachers teach us well, but also learn how to be a useful person to society and an upright person. They are good students comforted by their teachers. I want to carry forward the teacher's selfless spirit to us. Through this incident, I deeply feel that the teacher hates us. I feel very guilty psychologically. I am very grateful to my teacher for giving me such a profound education. It helped me find the direction of my future life, and it has a function that can't be expressed in words. Please give me a chance, and I will try my best to be a good student in the teacher's heart!