I am H, and I can understand the difficulty of same-sex love. Once said, in case she is disgusted or even disgusted, no one wants such an ending. However, if love can never be expressed, it is also painful. I wanted it, but it broke my heart and made me anxious. Reluctant to it, reluctant to it, will be driven crazy, risking their lives. I don't know what you can do, but I support your love. First of all, we must find out whether this feeling is love, dependence or appreciation. If it is love, you can tell her seriously. If she doesn't accept it, you can immediately say that you are serious. You said she was running away, but it's not true. Maybe someone else has something to do, try to contact through various channels first. I know what I said may be useless, but I still want to comfort and support you.