However, because your parents were very young when you were born, you didn't learn to love children until you grew up! So you can't feel mom's love! Why is there such a statement now? Because parents are old and life is not so hard, they have time to love their children. That's how it came about!
In addition, mom and dad are working hard for your family every day and every night, which naturally ignores their love for you and makes you feel the warmth of home!
There is another reason. Maybe your parents are not harmonious and have a bad personality, or you may be depressed.
Because of this, when you are in a rebellious period, you choose to escape, choose you to escape from the family you think has no love, and breathe the free air outside.
But you must understand that parents love their children anyway! Everything is for the children's better life! Why else would they work so hard?
Think about it, your parents must be very happy when you are admitted to the university. Although you can work part-time at the university and earn some money by yourself, the cost of the university mainly depends on the support of your parents.
If you relax, I think your depression will be much better! My heart will be more cheerful. Besides, to say the least, my mother can't stay here with her brother. I just want to meet you and take my brother to play!
I think your mood and personality may also be influenced by your mother's love for you when she gave birth to a second child, and you may also be influenced by it. Now some families are entangled in whether to have a second child!
As long as you feel that you have a brother who cares and supports each other in the future life, your heart will be relieved!
In short, since you are a college student, I believe you will adjust your mood after you understand this!