"There are no traces of birds in the sky, but I have flown." I think Tagore's sentence should be the best interpretation of the meaning of growth: I hesitate in pain and struggle with nightmares every night; Now, everything has passed and turned into a long narrative poem of suffering. Only tearful smile memories are left, just like the feelings of hanging on the ancient battlefield, and the smoke clears, leaving only the desolation of broken walls.
Someone once said: "Teenagers don't know the taste of sorrow and fall in love with the floor." And who can understand that teenagers also have the sadness and helplessness of "the weather is cold"? Some people understand that no one has never been a teenager. Just maybe, after the worst years passed, it gradually sank into glitz and was gradually forgotten.
God will hand over a great task to the people of Sri Lanka. Only when people have worked hard, exhausted their minds and starved to death can they be perfect. Growth is a process of self-improvement, in which the pain and hesitation are self-evident. The wheat field grows crazy towards the sun because of anger, and the more lush it is, the deeper the shadow is.
But I am happy because of growth, because growth is not only a process, but also a result.
I used to care too much about the past and worry too much about the future, which ruined the present. I always tell myself that I am "walking away", and if I do nothing, I will be drowned by the torrent of history; Zeng was full of pride and shouted in his heart that all mankind should pay tribute to this five-star red flag ... The snowball in his heart grew bigger and bigger, and finally became overwhelmed, and all his ideals and ambitions collapsed at the moment beyond his psychological endurance. So the pain came, the hesitation came, and the nightmare came unexpectedly. Time began to waste, and I traded my life for pain.
Growth ... Next, growth. Maybe all this is actually growth.
The ending is a conventional ending: the whole world has become clear since then, and I am happy because of it. Nevertheless, I still want to tell you my growing experience, speak it out loud, and tell you proudly and loudly like a few treasures: maybe I am disappointed with the social atmosphere, maybe I doubt my ability, maybe I am disgusted with interpersonal relationships. Everyone should do one thing: accept yourself and be kind to others.
This was taught to us in the ideological and moral class a long time ago. But it takes a long time to really understand.
Happy, yes. Who says happiness must be laughed out loud and let the whole world know? For me, happiness is inner peace and beauty. Is to break free from the pain of a good sleep and wake up and pray loudly:
Please give me the courage to change what I can; Please give me peace and let me accept the unchangeable; Please give me wisdom to distinguish the two.
Grow up and be happy because of you.
Like many children, I grew up singing. Children's songs when I was a child, campus songs when I was at school, and popular songs when I grew up.
Every melody is a memory, happy, sad, sad and ignorant. A note, a note, embellishes the original dull life with dazzling brilliance.
I began to learn electronic piano in the third grade of primary school. There are many children here who started to learn the piano in the first grade of primary school or even in preschool, so I may learn the piano later.
I remember that the first song I learned was an English ballad-Long ago. At that time, I thought this song was difficult to play, because its left-handed melody was different from its right-handed melody, but it was difficult for me as a beginner of electronic organ to play it at the same time. People often say that "you can't do two things at once", which is true. I should concentrate and not be distracted by other things, otherwise my electronic piano level will not improve.
I study hard. It must be my piano that floats outside the window every day. Every day, my fingers are brushed on the keys of the piano. After practicing day after day, under the patient guidance of the music teacher, I learned and passed the performance of the song "Long ago". Because every piece of music we learn has to be tested, and only when we pass the test and get the approval of the music teacher can we learn the next piece.
In the process of learning piano, my friends gave up learning electronic piano one by one, and I have been insisting until now.
My parents will always be my loyal listeners. In the process of practicing the piano, they never accused me of my mistakes. I have the final say in the length of piano practice and the arrangement of music. Besides, my parents never stipulated how long I had to practice the piano every day. Because of too much homework, sometimes they don't practice the piano for a few days, and they don't talk about me.
So in the process of learning the piano, I don't think learning the piano is a burden at all, or a burden. Instead, I feel very happy to learn the piano!
I not only passed the exam, but also got the certificate of the first, fourth and sixth grades of the national electronic organ. I also performed on stage for many times on behalf of our class or our school in celebrating the "June 1" and other performances, which was well received by teachers and classmates! Not only that, but I got a good score of 98 in the final exam of school music.
Like most of my classmates, I like pop songs very much, and I talk about them to many singers. But unlike them, I also know many music masters such as Bach, Beethoven, Mozart and Cherny from music. How happy it is to have the honor to touch and listen to their immortal music!
Maybe, in the future, I just take music as my hobby, but beautiful concerts will accompany me all my life and arouse me to love life more! Music is wonderful because of you and my life, and I am happy because of you!
3. The lights bleached the walls, the dust frosted the sideburns, and the three-foot platform burned your youth! No longer tall and straight waist, but let the dream fly! Miss Wang, you sang a happy song for us with your true feelings!
As a junior high school student, you are novel and timid. At this moment, you came into my eyes: you look so handsome in a light floral top, shawl, light blue jeans, long hair and a smile in your eyes. "ah! How beautiful! " How many girls are amazed! "Are you? You are beautiful too! With you and the whole class, you will have a good mood! " What a beautiful voice! What standard Mandarin! "I firmly believe that our life will always be filled with joy. Can you do it? ? Your eyes are full of expectation!
"Yes!" The immature voice swore, and your face suddenly shone like sunshine. Your happiness immediately infected the whole class, because I saw the blooming flowers and reflected the smiling faces of my classmates, which made everyone overcome their timidity in laughter. I am amazed at your erudition, and I am even more amazed that you can accurately identify us and tell me my shortcomings. "Mom, no, sister ..." This feeling suddenly struck!
I see: beauty is fixed in my memory, and the core of beauty is to make people happy!
How can we forget that in a reading class, you enjoyed Crazy Mother for us, as fast as a gust of wind and as slow as running water. When you are excited, your face is flushed, and when you are depressed, your eyes are sad. In the end, you couldn't control yourself. Did you let your tears flow? Sobbing below. You say, who doesn't cry for the truth and tears for such a mother? Such tears are the purification and promotion of the soul and the joy in the depths of the soul!
I see, there is a kind of happiness called tears, and your tears explain real happiness.
"Three years is a long time, but our saddles are ready and the signal has sounded. Don't hesitate, don't hesitate, hunt for the flag, live a life, aim high, work hard, create brilliance, and laugh at all directions! " I know this is a gift, your heart, your expectation. You sang all the way from kindergarten teacher to junior college to undergraduate! Because of you, we struggle and say goodbye happily!
I realize that happiness is an effort! I am happy because of you, and I will sing along like you!
Happy times are always short, aren't they? Happy time is eternal, and happiness grows because of you! Because you planted a happy seed in my heart, it will take root, sprout, bloom green, fragrance and bear fruit. ...
You are a ripple on the calm water, an oasis in the desolate desert, a small flower in a lonely spring day, and a breeze at midnight in a cool summer day. My life is happy because of you.
Now, I am back in Xuzhou, sitting in the examination room to take the senior high school entrance examination. Looking at the composition topic, I suddenly think of you in the distance and the days when we got along.
It was after the summer vacation two years ago. It's been a long time since school started. Due to the change of my parents' work, I transferred to your school. When I came to that remote place, I felt lonely and lonely, although my parents cared more about me.
It was you and the head teacher who led me into the classroom. I walked carefully behind you, as if Lin Daiyu had entered Jia's house and was as timid as a child who had made a mistake. You walked in front of the class teacher talking and laughing. Your flowing long hair falls on your back like a waterfall, and the two wings of the decorative butterfly are still shaking in your hair.
When we walked into the classroom and sat down, we really thanked God for letting us sit at the same table.
Later, I learned that this was the arrangement of the class teacher. The head teacher knew from my parents that I was a shy and introverted child in a strange environment, so I called you in advance to discuss, and you readily agreed to let me sit at your table. When I enter the class, you help me carry my schoolbag. Maybe you and the head teacher walk in front, talking and laughing, or just talking about how to get along with me.
After the bell rang, the teacher came into the classroom. Your loud and clear "stand up" password told me that you were our monitor. Later, I know that you are still our cultural and entertainment committee member. You are lively, generous, pure and kind. I don't know which senior gave you the nickname "Banhua", but I think this nickname really suits you, not only beautiful in appearance, but also as beautiful as flowers in heart. If I am as naughty as other students, or in my school in Xuzhou, I will give you such a name.
You help me in my lonely study, and I am happy because of you in my lonely life.
By the third day, we were no longer at the same table. However, whenever you pass me, you always smile, and I will bow my head sweetly. At this time, I found that we didn't talk much. . . . . . Is it because of the tension of study or because of the growth of age? Or because ... . . . . No, it's impossible.
However, why, why when you walk past me and smile, I will unconsciously lower my head; When I look at you from a distance, you will turn your face away shyly; We meet occasionally on campus. Why are we always so hesitant? When you are sick and ask for leave, why do I always whisper to my peers, "Well, nobody cares about us today." However, the heart is always so lost; If I don't come to school, you will go to the teacher and say, "* * truant for no reason." When you know the reason, you will leave with some ideas.
I am really happy and happy when I get along with you. Not only academically, but also mentally.
I went back to Xuzhou years ago because I went back to my hometown to apply for the exam. You gave it to me. I walked in front with the class teacher, talking and laughing. You walk behind me with your head down, silently, silently. . . . . .
At this moment, I suddenly remembered Xu Zhimo and his poem-
The most is the gentleness of that bow.
Like a lotus flower, too ashamed to enjoy the cool.
Say "take care"
Say "take care"
There is sweet sadness in the treasure.
Sayan Nala
Sitting in the examination room, looking at the topic, I can't help but smile. Yes, when I was studying in a foreign land, my lonely life was wonderful because of you and my lonely heart was happy because of you.