Repentance is the highest way to eliminate sin barriers and free life and death in Buddhism. We should sincerely repent our past karma. Throw yourself to the ground like a landslide, eliminate karma in confession, and get rid of it in confession. All you have to do is sincerely repent, read Buddha and do good deeds. As long as you are alive, you must read Buddha, repent and do good. Anyone who has committed a felony can repent and practice Bodhi Tao. Why not? Don't say that you can't stop feeling, because your pain is not enough. If you feel the bitter retribution of hell immediately after adultery, will you still commit adultery? To put it bluntly, lewdness is greed. You should read the name of avalokitesvara in popular books. "If someone is greedy, read avalokitesvara and start all over again." How did you know you went to the beast newspaper? Most of the beasts in evil deeds are just flowers. When the flowers run out, they will go straight to hell! Don't think it's a joke! Also, your situation is not detailed enough, but I hope you can go to the abstinence forum. Some people spend ten years or more to get rid of lust. I hope you can read the above article carefully. You'll know what to do.