I'm a little sad to think that you're going on a long trip and can't meet for half a year. Just like when we broke up in normal school, I felt depressed and wanted to cry ... Yes, I cried at that time. I can't stand the pain of parting. Fragile tears fell, I can't control it, and I don't want to control it.
Remember Jing Zhi's room in the school playground? There we left too many memories, including the joy of cooking together, the catharsis of youth and ignorance, the whimsical desire, the ambition to pursue dreams, and the loss of immature temperament ... Everything was lost yesterday, everything was carved into eternity, and everything deepened our friendship. Especially after that study, I went home alone and looked at the familiar things in the room, and my heart was empty. Thinking that I really left this time and will never set foot on this land again (except this room, there is nothing to miss), I feel inexplicably sad, lost and confused. When I left, I wrote a lot of heartfelt words to you on old newspapers. I don't remember what it is now, but I clearly remember crying, crying and writing. Now think about it, why were you so sentimental and fragile at that time? -Today seems to be a joke. This may be a complete life. In the process of growing up, a person needs to experience, show and talk like his best friend. You called me when you saw the content. I know you're worried. Your heart is always so kind, delicate and gentle. Only you can understand my inner feelings at that time-emotional frustration, bleak future and inner loneliness.
I am lonely, lonely all the way, and it is you who accompanied me to overcome this loneliness.
Ning, I always feel that the affection between us is beyond others. It has been ten years. Ten years have taught us to help, comfort and take responsibility for each other. You are my good friend and my brother. Many times, when I am faced with important choices, you always give me pertinent suggestions or opinions to make me smoother and happier.
I have always stubbornly believed that if a person has not made one or several intimate friends in his life, then his life is incomplete and his personality is imperfect. Fortunately, you and I meet, know each other and cherish each other, and become the eternal scenery of each other. In the process of doodling in my life, you are undoubtedly the most beautiful one on my way forward.
Do you still remember the days when we slept in the same bed and ate in the same kitchen at Yucai School? I'm sure it's fresh in my memory. We lived in three places, and each place reminds me of many stories. The most unforgettable thing is our "partnership" for half a year. During that time, we were accompanied by songs, laughter, colleagues and girlfriends. Hehe, it's fun!
So in the busy interval, the brain will involuntarily return to that memory. No wonder, I grow up day by day and mature minute by minute, but I have less leisure. When my heart is tired from being busy, I will think of relaxing time. Many times I also wonder, when life is too busy to think, can it also prove the withering and sadness of life? "Time is water in a sponge, which can only be squeezed out", perhaps because of the excessive leisure at that time, so cherish today, cherish time and cherish every breath. But I don't regret every minute I spent in Yucai. If life is compared to a train, it is my most important stop.
In fact, the biggest gain is you. Isn't that where Ge Qian was conquered by you? Hehe, there is still a dynamic picture in my mind: you are talking cheerfully, and Ge Qian is so teased by you that I want to be a foil and a "light bulb"! I can't help laughing every time I think about it. I am ashamed that I am "fooling" girls! Ha ha!
If the days of Yucai school are paradise, then the days of # # primary school are hell. Yes, the hell of destruction! There is no humanization in management, no opportunity to learn, no pressure to develop leadership, no freedom to get along with colleagues, no freedom to go in and out ... I dare not recall how I got through that time, perhaps because I tasted the pain of farming in rural areas, perhaps because I had the strength and perseverance of farmers, perhaps because I had sustenance there, perhaps because I believed in the phrase "something for nothing" too much, but I just got through it. But a strong appearance is unbearable in front of you. When you looked at my thin face and asked me about my condition, I burst into tears ... I quietly walked into the bathroom and washed my face again and again. I want to hide my loneliness and pain, but my red eyes can't hide my repressed fragility. Who can I tell? Ning, you know, I won't let my family worry. Similarly, I am so smart and face-saving in front of my friends, so only you can understand this feeling. It is precisely because of this understanding, care and support that I am deeply touched and strengthened the friendship of "not brothers but brothers"!
With this kindness, I continue to pursue my dream and enter a real primary school. As a child, I worked hard, paid a lot and gained a lot, but wherever I go, I will never forget your exhortation and encouragement.
We have a common educational ideal. In order to realize this hope in our hearts at an early date, we have not stopped moving forward, and have been steadily moving towards success step by step. Your foundation is better than mine, and you are more solid than mine, so I support you to choose Humen this time. Many times, the opportunity is won by yourself, and the achievement is grasped by yourself. When our thoughts are restricted by certain environment and cannot make progress, "going out" is inevitable.
There is a proverb in Islam: "Be successful." Ning, your initiative will definitely accelerate your success.
We are all ordinary people who are unwilling to be dull. We don't have a prominent family background or brilliant wealth, but we have ideals and rich spirit. It is because of this wealth that our life is richer and happier. You have a rational spiritual beacon and know how to sail your own boat. Ning, your voyage will open up your own world like Columbus discovered the new continent. I also believe that your mind will be able to "dance" after gaining a foothold.
Ning, you have a certain "talent" in teaching, which is the result of your seven years of experience. You have done better than others in the seven points of "learning to investigate, learn to reflect, learn to change, learn to innovate, learn to summarize, learn to read and learn to sublimate" (in Ren Xiaoai), but you still need to work hard to "make a positive result" earlier. We all have the dream of being a famous teacher in our hearts, just as you said, "We are more enterprising than city people", so from now on, we should affirm ourselves, surpass ourselves and create ourselves (there seems to be "denying ourselves" on the title page of your notebook, which is even more an ambition to change).
My goal this year is to take root in the classroom and make a difference in teaching. This is also the development path you have always pointed out to me, my brother, and I gladly accept it. Ning, you are right. You can verify it. Isn't this the way you've been teaching for seven years? With my brother as an example, I am more confident. Really, work needs to be awakened and encouraged, and it needs real attention and comfort, just like you wrote to me-give me your hand, and we will walk and fly together.
Let's go together, I'm not lonely; Fly together, feel safe.
Ning, fly, your successful flight is the biggest spur and guidance for your brother!
The day before yesterday, I read the file of the growth of famous teachers in your notebook, and I was deeply impressed. I found many similarities in their success, such as being good at thinking, reading and writing. Compared with you and me, there is a big gap in some aspects. Ning, there are two things you need to pay attention to, and that is "reading and writing". This is not your weakness, but your neglect of development goals. You have a persistent pursuit of heart. In order to practice calligraphy, you can endure the unbearable pain of others and use time that others can't use. Similarly, in order to teach an open class, you try your best to achieve enviable results. Then, the direction you should work hard at present is self-evident. In fact, you have long realized your own shortcomings, just as I found that I didn't know how to teach. If you want to "butterfly change", you must break free and "succeed".
Read your article, it's really good! Hold on, hold on.
You may be lonely in Humen, so why not make good use of the "rare" lonely time, regard boredom as an opportunity to learn, enrich yourself and make up for your ignorance? I know you think so, so stick to it! Reading needs to calm down and taste slowly, and writing will not be "smooth sailing". Only by persisting can we realize the wonderful and lonely. Ning, my brother believes you can do it!
Ning, I quite agree with your statement of "starting from scratch". Putting aside many honors such as "saving excellent courses", learning with an open mind and starting all over again is the great wisdom of life. I don't want you to be Huang Aihua and Ben Lin You. You are you. Show your charm, record your wonderful and achieve your future!
The more you talk, the more you write. Well done!
Ning, I want to write this letter to you. It's so real and kind, I think Zhang Yu and I can read it when we are in Humen. I just came home from my hometown in the morning, and there was no time. But I believe that the feelings behind words can't be written-no matter how you express them.
When you come back, your niece has been born. Don't forget to give her a present! Ha ha!
At the moment, just as I was trying to stop my thoughts from flowing, I suddenly remembered a poem recited by Zhang Gang in normal school. He didn't finish reading it, and the students all laughed. Today, when we say goodbye, we will borrow the most classic sentence for you. No tears, only laughter: waves, waves again. ...