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Sitting in the spacious and bright study room of the university, I recalled my own way of studying, and the days of struggling silently for studying are still clear in front of me. It's just that compared with the past, I am more determined and calm about life now.
I used to feel inferior and never dared to take my classmates to my house, just for fear that my classmates would laugh at my broken house and look down on me. When I was 10 years old, my mother unfortunately got a serious illness. The huge medical expenses made our original ordinary family almost bankrupt and heavily in debt. From then on, my mother couldn't move, and the burden of life fell on my father. Father is very hard, but our life has not changed, and we often rely on our relatives for help. The plight of the family almost buried all our family's hopes for life. What I still remember is the simple scene of my old father squatting on the ground and smoking a cigarette after dinner. He looked more haggard and fragile in the dim light, and I suddenly feared that my father would lose the strength and courage to continue supporting this family. At that moment, I told myself: I will try my best to help my father support our home; I want to study hard and let myself and my relatives feel the hope of life!
That is, from then on, going to school, doing farm work and taking care of my brother constituted the whole of my life. Because of the financial difficulties, I often had to skip classes to help my father do some farm work when I was in primary school, and I had to make up my homework at night. Entering junior high school, tuition has become a problem. Now I am still very grateful to my alma mater, which reduced my tuition after I submitted my poverty application and helped me through that difficult time. In the senior high school entrance examination, I was admitted to the best high school in the county with hard work and excellent results. There, I still feel the warmth brought by the country and society. In three years of high school, I studied hard and paid more sweat and effort than other students. Because I know that my opportunity to study is hard-won; I know what I am carrying is the expectation and hope of a family. Perhaps it was because I paid too much attention to the turning point brought by the college entrance examination at that time, and I was under too much pressure during the examination and played abnormally. However, I was admitted to the university with a score of 4 1 point higher than that of Shandong liberal arts, and continued my dream of studying.
I have thought for countless times that if junior high school and senior high school have to give up their studies because of financial difficulties, I am married and have children now, and I will continue my poor fate. Where can I have the opportunity to receive higher education on the university campus? I am very lucky and grateful. Thanks to the warmth of the party and society, it gave me the opportunity to change.
When I entered the university, I began to re-examine myself and adjust my mentality. This is my first time to leave our small county and come to the capital Beijing. Looking at my classmates' accompanying parents, their fashionable dresses and brand-name mobile phones that I can't name at all, I lost my original fear and confusion. The tempering of life has made me realize my inner growth. When I enter the university, I will never forget the responsibilities on my shoulders and the ardent expectations of my parents. I face the class seriously and never give up the opportunity to communicate with the teacher. The support and encouragement of teachers make me more confident and calm. The different perspectives and thinking of seniors also opened another window for me to know the world, which benefited me a lot. After studying, actively seek part-time opportunities to reduce the family's economic burden. University for more than two years, more than 700 days and nights, almost no rest, even for a weekend. Heaven rewards diligence. While keeping the top grades in my major, I basically achieved economic independence by the second semester of my sophomore year.
The grace of dripping water should be rewarded with a spring. During my college years, I actively participated in voluntary activities and tried to repay the society. At the same time, I also know my social responsibility and value as a college student. In my daily life and study, I actively turn my interest in agriculture and rural farmers' problems into practical applications, and often organize relevant discussions in class. In the summer vacation of 20 _ _ _, I served as the head of "Summer Social Practice Mission to Changwu County, Shaanxi Province", applied what I had learned and led six other members to conduct field research on the apple industry in Changwu County, Shaanxi Province, and formed relevant papers for publication. More importantly, we reported the research results to the local fruit industry department, which provided a new perspective for the formation of its relevant policies. It is knowledge that makes me really feel strength and value; It is the state's assistance policy, which has fulfilled a rural girl's dream of studying.
For youth, I choose to interpret it with struggle and gratitude. At the beginning, I studied to get out of the countryside and fulfill my thirst for knowledge. Studying now is to go back and use what you have learned to do your part for the agricultural development in your hometown. Because I know that this society has made me grow up, I want to repay the society with my own growth!