Hui Shi really doesn't exist in this world. Perhaps in people's hearts, at least in the hearts of the benefactors, you can still remember the glory of Hui Shi at a certain time or occasion. Perhaps in the future, no one will know that there used to be such a school-Huimin Normal University, which is famous on both sides of the Yellow River and in the old Bohai Sea area, supporting half of Shandong's education. However, I firmly believe that whether future generations know the existence of Huimin Normal School or not, its outstanding contribution to education will surely go down in history. Those hard-working teachers who have struggled for the cause of education and made outstanding contributions will also go down in history.
Huimin Normal University, in 2002, sent off the last batch of students, ended its 54-year historical mission and was pushed into the long river of history. The end of Huishi, perhaps at that time, did not stir up any waves in the hearts of Huishi people. But when I understood from my ignorance, especially when Mr. Huishi, who had worked and lived in Sri Lanka for many years, really wanted to leave, I only thought of the past and could not bear to say goodbye, and everyone shed tears. I haven't seen these with my own eyes, but I only heard about them later. Even when I heard about it later, I still felt infinite regret, desolation and disappointment, as if I had left myself.
On the morning of July 1984, 14, the students in my grade, namely, Grade 82 of Huimin Normal University, finally finished their two-year studies, officially left the school gate, left their alma mater and entered the society. In the slow and firm step out of school, there are both teachers' expectations, social expectations and our own hopes and dreams. Huishi's school gate, in the two-year student career, went in and out countless times, so natural and ordinary. But by graduation, this step of the school, like the step of entering the door when entering school, has made two starting points in life. In fact, life is so simple, and the boundary point of life is to complete your historical mission in this discrepancy. I remember when I first entered school, everything felt so novel and strange. Especially when I first saw the school gate of Huishi Hongwei, I felt its solemn atmosphere, which set off the sacredness of Huishi Education Hall to the extreme. When I am about to leave my alma mater, it is still this school gate, and its solemnity and grandeur have become an inspiration and expectation for my life. And this kind of encouragement and longing has been engraved in the bones forever, flowing in the blood, thus achieving the hope of life. Even though I have been away from my alma mater for many years, the solemn school gate and everything in my alma mater, as well as the years since sunset that day, often appear in my mind. It gives me hope when I am confused; It gives me depth when I am outside the cloud nine. Up to now, the teacher's tireless teaching voice in class and the students' reading voice still echo in my heart. However, when we bid farewell to Huishi and our two-year student life, we are about to leave our alma mater and step out of school. What does this mean? However, we are full of hope and at a loss. When I graduated, the teachers' exhortations were still in my ears: "Students! Now that you have completed two years of study, you are about to enter the society and see the world in the melting pot of society. Everything in the future depends on your own efforts. I hope the students will take every step of their own and win glory for their teachers and their alma mater! However, from the moment you walk out of school, the teacher can't accompany you, and you can't care anymore, but the teacher always cares about you. I hope you can make progress and make due contributions to education and the country! " From the expression of the teacher's speech at that time, from the eager eyes, I can deeply understand that the teacher's words have both ardent expectations for students and infinite care for them. Yes, once I step out of school, my alma mater will be an unknown society.
Farewell! My alma mater!
After graduation, although I went back to my alma mater several times, I came and went in a hurry and left in a hurry before I could see the face of my alma mater. If you knew at that time that your alma mater would eventually change owners and change its face, you should start all over again when you return to your alma mater. ...
The end of my alma mater, I didn't expect so soon. She ended up in my life 18 years after my graduation, 18 years later, but in a flash. In a blink of an eye, my alma mater actually ended its historical traces and became a kind of concern that the teachers will never erase. As for the teachers who witnessed the beginning and end of Hui, they also have their sadness, tears and disappointment ... I wonder if this is a kind of luck or misfortune. The scene was bleak, but I just heard it. Now that I have heard it, I may feel less sad and lost in my heart than in person. ...
Anyway, Huishi is really gone, forever! Huishi's departure has become the failure of Huishi, the failure of Huishi people and the failure of society!
There is no trace of Hui Shi's wings flying in the historical sky, but Hui Shi's wings are flying in the historical sky after all!
Maybe everything is inevitable, as the saying goes, green hills can't cover up, after all, it flows east! No matter how reluctant you are, Hui left us after all!
As I said before, I went back to my alma mater several times after graduation. The first few times, because my alma mater was still there, my book was still ringing and lofty, and my heart didn't feel abandoned and cherished. In the autumn of 20 17, I accompanied Mr. Zhao Hexiang and visited my alma mater again. In the smog, I saw the fallen leaves scattered all over the campus through the still familiar school gate. Perhaps this is why Huishi inevitably changed hands. At that time, the school gate was closed, and a rusty iron lock was locked on the same rusty iron gate. Through the crack of the iron gate, you can also see the vague figure of your alma mater, which seems to be unspeakable loneliness. When I looked back from the depths of my alma mater, a strange school card hanging on the left side of the school gate suddenly came into view. This strange school card is the witness of the change of owner of my alma mater, and the real thing makes me believe that my alma mater has indeed changed owners. The confirmation of the change of owner of my alma mater made my heart suddenly dim, and so did teacher Zhao Hexiang standing at the school gate. He frowned and was silent, but he could read it. A locked school gate shut us out, and our party was not only turned away, but also became real outsiders.
Standing outside the threshold, we only have the attention outside the school gate. It was not until our mentoring eyes blurred that we walked out of school step by step. Out of the room, the past of my alma mater suddenly came to my mind.
When you cry for a long song, it must be after a painful decision. Although I left at that time, what I want to write should be a forgotten memorial. On 20 18, another year later, the commemorative manuscript "Memories of Hui Shi" was slowly formed. The so-called memory, just my own memory, inevitably has many fallacies and biases, and more personal emotions are mixed in it. But in any case, an article "Memories of Hui Shi" actually tickled the giver, which caused repercussions among Hui Shi people. Perhaps, after the change of master, there is a lack of such an article for Hui teachers to chew on?
Although Memory of Li Shi has aroused repercussions among Li Shi, at least I think this memory is biased or lost. Many teachers and classmates have not written the past, especially the feelings between teachers and students, and the feelings of classmates have not been accurately expressed, let alone the spirit and panorama of Huishi. Therefore, at the suggestion of Li He and other students, I wrote a sequel.
Despite this, there are still repercussions. First of all, Xu Yixiang, the monitor of our biology class of Grade 82, proposed a motion for a class reunion. Although it didn't come true for one reason or another. Secondly, and most importantly, I include several of my classmates, such as Li He, Jiang, Sun, Wei Huazhi, Dong Heshu and Gao Xiting. I was lucky enough to listen to the earnest instruction of our biology class teacher, Mr. Li Hongjie. After more than 30 years, it is undoubtedly the luck of our classmates to listen to the teacher's teachings again.
In 20 19, the pace of spring is particularly diligent, and the peach blossoms have already opened before the apricot blossoms fall. In the season of flowers, we were warmly invited by our classmates Sun and Wei Huazhi, and under our leadership, we set foot on this ancient and emerging land in Dongying City.
Today's students are different from before, and most of them are approaching retirement age. However, the students are still so serious and sincere when listening to the teacher. It seems that I have returned to my student days and returned to the classroom. And the teacher's teaching is like a spring breeze, rippling in the hearts of students. ...
Listen to the teacher and let the students relive their school days. When I was a student, my young mind was full of yearning and pursuit. In those passionate years and colorful student life, there is no doubt that our alma mater, Huishi, is the cradle for us to create the future. In this cradle, our classmates can enjoy their imagination and show their magical power. You can find your own bright spot and show your own stage.
Several of us, teachers and students, chatted about the past together. The sound of the bugle when I got up at dawn every day, the cheerful singing on campus and the sound of reading in the classroom in the morning seemed to ring in my ears. The dawn of the morning, the lights of the evening self-study, the food in the canteen, the games on the sports field, the songs of the evening programs, and the innocent figures of the students seem to be shaking in front of our eyes ... everything in the past of the school flashes in our memory. The relationship between teachers and students is different now. In the discussion, it was more bold, broader and deeper ... At this time, I don't know who played the song "A Beautiful Life and Peace". The beautiful melody and intoxicating lyrics only made our teachers and students cry. ...
Tears welled up in my eyes, and what we talked about most was undoubtedly the disappearance of Huishi. The disappearance of Hui Shi is undoubtedly an eternal pain in the hearts of Hui Shi people. After all, Mr. Li Hongjie is a famous educator in Binzhou, standing tall and seeing far. He concluded in a lofty way that "Hui Shi is gone, but the spirit of Hui Shi is still there." Her spirit is not only integrated into Binzhou University, but also carried forward in Binzhou University. Hui Shi is not old, and his spirit lives on! " The teacher's speech was like a breeze, which blew away the haze in the students' hearts. Let's cheer up when we are depressed! At the same time, it also decided that we would return to our alma mater at the reunion and leave us in front of Laohui Normal University for more than 30 years.
But when it comes to the details of the party, I saw the impassioned teacher just now, and his face was gloomy! The teacher who pondered for a while said simply that Li Guangdi, a teacher in our biology class, is over eighty and in good health. Mr. Li has settled in Qingdao and can't contact Mr. Li, but Mr. Li can still contact him ... there are still many teachers who can't come! Some are dead, some are sick, and the teacher uses his hand to index. Counting one teacher at a time is a heavy task. Besides, even our classmates have left us, not to mention other reasons. Students can be together, but they cannot be complete. After listening to the teacher here, we were silent collectively! I finally understand that the reunion of classmates is actually a kind of heaviness in the teacher's mind.
Anyway, how lucky and happy it is to listen to the teacher's teachings again after more than 30 years. Teachers are still like brothers and sisters, still so humble and tireless in teaching people ... the image of teachers is getting higher and higher in my heart. I have also made selfless contributions to my past teachers, as a student; Strict with teachers; I am sincerely ashamed of my teacher's ignorance of strict teaching. And this shame, not from this moment, but from the moment I stepped onto the three-foot platform. As a teacher, I didn't understand the teacher's painstaking education until I faced the students. Here, I want to say sincerely, "Teacher! Thank you! " But the words are on my lips, but I can't say them after all, only my eyes are wet …
At this moment, I especially want to give Tian Zhen's original song "What a Big Tree" to my teacher.
I don't know how many talents have been trained in this melting pot of Huishi. Some students have silently devoted their whole lives to education and become unknown screws in the field of education. Although they are unknown, it is their unknown dedication that has propped up half of Shandong's education.
Among the students in Huishi, there are many jiaozi, and I can't count the outstanding students and effective students in other grades. Qilu, even China, shines with many dazzling stars.
There was once a saying in memory of Huishi, "The great achievements of a university make the palace stand in the southeast." This sentence is actually borrowed from Mr. Lien Chan's inscription for Xiamen University. However, I think it is appropriate to use this sentence to describe the spirit of benefiting teachers. Hui Shi is not a university, but her philosophy of running a school has even surpassed that of a university, which Hui Shi people are proud of.
As mentioned earlier, monitor Xu Yixiang's motion about the reunion of classmates failed to come true for various reasons. However, the students' desire to get together has not been slightly reduced because they failed to get together. In particular, take a walk to the old campus, relive the past 30 years, look for our footprints, especially take a group photo at the school gate, so that the former school gate will remain not only in our memory, but also in our photos!
However, before this wish came true, some students were very sorry to inform that the old school gate in Huishi was demolished! The demolition of the school gate of my alma mater has become another pain in the hearts of Huishi people! The epidemic eased slightly, and I drove dozens of kilometers to my alma mater. When I finally found my alma mater, everything in front of me was beyond recognition. The school gate of the alma mater no longer exists, and the desire to take pictures at the gate of the old school has become impossible. Standing at the gate of the original school, I am at a loss!
Where should Huishi's history and human progress be pinned? Is it in the written record or in the physical object of the building? It is recorded in the book that the existence of architectural objects is of course important. However, even if the building disappears, it still exists in people's memory. Although memory is limited, the spirit it inherits is eternal. In my opinion, Huishi can be demolished, and the school gate of Huishi can be demolished, but the spirit of Huishi can never be demolished. Huishi will surely become an eternal monument in the history of education in China. Moreover, the existence and inheritance of this spirit will be more concrete, more vivid and more touching.