Shortly after the start of school, a blood donation car drove into the campus. Like many other students, Fangfei wanted to give a love. So I went outside the blood donation car, lined up for blood test, and a large group of people did it in series. They were all invited to get on the bus to donate blood, but Fang Fei was found that the blood did not meet the blood donation standard and was told to go to a regular hospital for reexamination. Later, Ren Fangfei, accompanied by her roommate, went to the Municipal People's Hospital for reexamination, and the result was unexpected-infectious. Hearing the news, wheatgrass was in a daze and didn't know how she got back to school. I don't know what happened afterwards. Fangfei's exam results were circulated in the class and even spread to the whole school. Some students said that wheatgrass had an incurable disease and had to drop out of school for treatment. Others said that wheatgrass simply dropped out of school and went home without infecting others. Later, Ren Fangfei went to the academic affairs office of the school to ask the dean of academic affairs, and then went to the school doctor's office to ask her if she should drop out of school and go home for such a disease. The school said that she had not received the relevant notice from the Education Bureau, so that wheatgrass could not think much and study with peace of mind. During that time, Ren Fangfei was in a bad mood every day, because almost all the students in the class were far away from her. Usually close friends go in and out together every day, and inseparable friends choose to leave her at that time. No one wants to sit at the same table with her when eating, and it is her turn to go back to the dormitory to sleep when others have finished washing. In the classroom, the teacher arranged her seat alone in the last row of the class, which seemed very abrupt. The Chinese class teacher used to like her very much, because her little jasper looks like a rare little girl in the class, but now she actually says to her in class, "My heart is higher than the sky, my life is thinner than paper!" " "Since then, I have never really seen her. Because the seat is far from the blackboard, I can't see the words on the blackboard clearly in class. I wanted to ask my classmates to take notes after class, but I was refused. Even once, a female classmate accidentally dropped a book, and Fang Fei went to help pick it up. Ungrateful, the girl said angrily, "Fang Fei, please help me put it down. If your illness infects me, will you treat it? " From then on, wheatgrass lived an isolated life. Go to the classroom for self-study every day; Go to the canteen to cook after class and eat by yourself at the lotus pond; Go to the library by yourself after school; I went shopping by myself on weekends ... too long alone. Although I feel lonely and sad, I can't help it
It was not until one afternoon in winter that I met him-high flyers from junior college-Cheng Xing. That afternoon, on a whim, she went to the table tennis court to find a fellow villager who had not seen her for a long time. After two games, she was too tired to beg for mercy. At this time, a boy came from the next table and said to Ren Fangfei with a smile: "My name is Cheng Xing, and I am a student of Class 04 1 in junior college. I've been watching you there for a long time. You can't beat him. How about I hit him for you? " When someone helped, wheatgrass wanted to say thank you, but when she thought of her illness, she shrank back and felt very inferior. She thought the class was so bad that the school should not be much better, so she refused his kindness, but he put down his racket and followed her all the way ... Later, no matter where Fangfei went after school, there was always a shadow of Chengxing following her. Chengxing told wheatgrass that he had already noticed her. Every day in the classroom corridor, he watched her walking back and forth in the classroom, dormitory and canteen alone, which made him feel very distressed. He said he wanted to protect her and help her, but wheatgrass refused. She said that she doesn't need friends or care now, and she is doing well alone. However, Cheng Xing never gave up. Help her fight for three meals every day, send them to the classroom, accompany her to the library at night, accompany her to go shopping on weekends, accompany her to eat midnight snacks, accompany her to ride a tandem bike, and accompany her to climb mountains ... Almost every day, she goes out in pairs, without exceeding any normal range.
This kind of life lasted until the second semester, that is, the last semester of Fangfei in school. In this way, Ren Fangfei relaxed her vigilance, and her face was slowly filled with a heartfelt smile. In Cheng Xing's gentle words, "I am very distressed to see you alone. I really want to help you, protect you and be my girlfriend, okay? " Wheatgrass fell, and the last May Day before graduation was a holiday. And because they are about to graduate this year, the school management is not as strict as before. They traveled to Lincheng together and celebrated by drinking together. Chengxing also bought many gifts for Fangfei, who is about to graduate. In the evening, with the help of alcohol, they broke through the last line of defense ... Afterwards, they made an appointment that Ren Fangfei should not be too far away from school to find a job after graduation, waiting to enter the city. Wheatgrass did it, but just two months after wheatgrass graduated, she heard the news that Chengxing was shopping hand in hand with other girls outside the school. At this time, Ren Fangfei found herself pregnant! It turned out that he didn't take protective measures on the night when he went deep into the tenderness. The man who promised not to hurt her anyway made her unable to extricate herself, thus hurting her. Wheatgrass was very scared and didn't know what to do. She just graduated and can't even support herself. How can she support her children? What's more, Cheng Xing is just a college student and has no ability to raise this child.
In that era when the internet and communication were not very developed, wheatgrass could only go to Chengxing during the National Day holiday, but when she got to school, she was told that Chengxing and her classmates had gone to other places to play and would not come back until the next day, so wheatgrass waited until he came back and asked him why he was shopping hand in hand with other girls. Cheng Xing told her that the girl was his cousin, and said that Xing Xing's mother knew that he had a girlfriend and asked her to come and see him from her hometown and bring him some snacks by the way. Wheatgrass simply believes it. She told Chengxing that she was pregnant. Chengxing was speechless for a full minute. It was not until Ren Fangfei asked him loudly what to do that he came to his senses and blurted out, "Abort, you must abort. What would people think if they knew I had an illegitimate child before graduation? And even if you are born, what will you raise him with? " Later, wheatgrass really listened to Chengxing's words and took advantage of the 600 yuan given by Chengxing during the National Day holiday to go to the hospital to abort the child. During his stay in hospital, Cheng Xing took good care of wheatgrass as always. However, wheatgrass returned to work only half a month after she was discharged from the hospital, but she received a letter from Chengxing, calling it "for your own good". He said, "Sorry, let's break up! I'm just trying to help you out. Later, your kindness and gentleness made me like you, fell in love with you, and I was very happy in those days with you. I know I shouldn't hurt you like this. You have graduated and have a bright future. As a student, I can't give you a better life and happiness. I admit that I am a bad person and a love rat, so I feel much better. Just don't come to see me at school again. Let's end it. I'm sorry, the person I'm most sorry for in my life is you, Fang Fei. Please find a good man to marry in your hometown! " Ren wheatgrass couldn't say a word after hearing it, and silently let tears flow. She gave a wry smile and hung up the phone silently. Who would have thought that a man who was still very affectionate a month and a half ago said that he would take care of her all his life. After being separated for half a month, he became so cruel and heartless, saying that he would break up, leaving her with such painful and embarrassing memories. ...
Everyone says graduation season is breakup season. How many campus romances can't match the word "graduation"? Ren Fangfei doesn't believe it. She always thought that there was true love between them, but she didn't know that perhaps Chengxing didn't like wheatgrass from the beginning, just sympathized with her and pitied her, but wheatgrass was deeply involved. The so-called campus love is just a sympathetic joke. Compassion is really not love.