Hello, I don't know how you are now. You think about it all day and dream all night. You should pay more attention to this on weekdays. Going to a good university is of great help to your life. After all, it is a stepping stone to the society, and of course there will be a feeling of glorifying ancestors. This is normal. As for professional problems, sometimes you should follow the reality, not your own heart. I hope your life will get better and better in the future. Bless you.