-British poet Shelley
February 20 19, 19, I was just a senior. I am an intern in a firm, and I am on a business trip with a good sister in a state-owned enterprise.
I once fantasized that I would be an auditor after graduation, with a computer, wearing a white shirt and a black suit, running around like an elite in the workplace. Indeed, during that internship, I enjoyed getting along with my colleagues and learned a lot. However, the pressure comes with it. I work until 12 every night, and I have to face the books of hundreds of companies and the dense data to revise my graduation thesis. So during that time, I kept correcting my paper from 1 to 4: 00 in the morning, and I collapsed while drying my tears. At the same time, as a cheap graduate who is about to graduate, I don't know what is right for me, whether to try everything or to follow the public's choice. I feel everything is unknown and confused.
In June 2020, I was still practicing. Suddenly, many people in the mobile news got pneumonia and went to the hospital. At that time, I only thought it was a small flu, but when people around me became more and more afraid and the news broadcast became more and more frequent, I suddenly realized that it might be a catastrophe.
In fact, in early 2020, COVID-19 broke out in that country. The people of the whole country have entered the period of national anti-epidemic
During that time, the company told us to finish our internship and go home quickly. At this time, my brother called and said that he had opened a photography shop and planned to officially open on the 30th. He still paints a bright future happily. The arrival of the COVID-19 epidemic has put our family in a difficult position.
In February 2020, the epidemic intensified and Wuhan was closed. Everyone is on lockdown. Turn around. Schools are closed, businesses are closed and the world clock seems to have stopped.
My brother's shop can't be opened, but the rent of tens of thousands of dollars per month still has to be paid, and the employees' wages still have to be paid. But he just started his own business. I am a graduating senior, and I can't help because my job is not settled. My sister is in the hospital, wearing thick protective clothing and masks every day, and seeing countless patients every day.
She said that during the time in the hospital, she watched Where Are You Going every day, and there was nothing she could do.
I continued my internship in June that year, went back to school to get my diploma, and looked at the empty dormitory. After all, I didn't meet my roommate who lived for four years and ended my college.
Once upon a time, we said that after graduation, everyone would find a suitable job, and on the last night of leaving school, we would not get drunk, and we would all become the people we wanted to be.
But who would have thought that an unexpected arrival would bring many challenges to the freshmen in 2020? After being beaten by society, many people finally realized the truth of society. We haven't seen 629 yet. I miss them, I miss us who were fearless at the beginning.
In 2020, some people were sick, some people collapsed, some people were anxious, some people left, some people were desperate, but some people still looked up at the stars. Romain rolland said that there is only one true heroism in the world, and that is to love life after recognizing its essence. I hope we can all do this.