I have never been able to correctly understand myself now.

I thought I could work as hard as before, study hard, get up early and stay up late to study a problem, win various scholarships, win various honors, take the first place and be soft-hearted, and my heart swelled. Unfortunately, I didn't, and now even graduation is a problem.

I thought that as long as I kept reading all kinds of books about picking up girls, delving into social theory and memorizing PUA skills, I would be invincible, I would be able to blossom without touching my body, and I would have countless girlfriends, all of whom were beautiful women. Unfortunately, I'm not. I can't even make a few female friends.

I thought I had seen through life and past lives, but I could talk to you for 300 years. I'm just joking. I have seen vicissitudes of life and tasted human suffering. I can keep my head down, be rich and beautiful, but I'm not. Even if you stand up and make a speech, you must be nervous and have a psychological struggle.

I thought I was confident, optimistic and easy to get along with. Talk about politics, lol and dota with male compatriots, have fun with lesbians, talk about academics and society with teachers. Unfortunately, I'm not. When I went to high school, my junior high school classmates forgot me. When I went to college, my high school classmates forgot me. When I enter a social university, I will forget me. I don't even have a photo with the junior high school class. That's ridiculous.

I thought I was so skilled that I could get away with licking blood. My friends regard me as a god and lead a group of the most common summoners to fight back and jump out of copper and silver. The bachelor waved to me, and the peak of lol was just around the corner. Unfortunately, I'm not. I was just the most common silver dog, and I was often sprayed. I even wanted to give up this game for a while.

I thought I was experienced, observant and prescient. If I do nothing, I won't do it. If I did, it would be earth-shattering I believe that I will soon become CEO, marry Bai and reach the peak of my life. I'm still a little excited to think about it. Unfortunately, I'm not. I spill water on my clothes when I pour a cup of coffee.

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Even though I have so many shortcomings, I am still me.

I am in my early twenties, my height is less than 1.7, and my weight is 120. I was born in a poor family, and my lifelong dream is to be able to stand in a city and live a well-off life. Helpless, society is cruel, and learning is useless.

I am a loser, short, without a girlfriend, poor at playing games and poor.

Most importantly, we all seem to be equally poor and powerless.

But some things will show the difference between you and me.

It is normal to know how hard life is, and a correct understanding of this is the key to solving the problem. Being able to understand correctly shows that you are optimistic and can take measures to make positive changes. If you can't understand it, it is a negative mentality, waiting to be assimilated by society and disappear into the mud bit by bit. Changing mentality is the key to all this.

It's not that society won't let you go, it's that you won't let yourself go. You were born unknown. Although you don't know it, you have overcome many problems, including coming out of the womb and taking many exams. You just don't know. So, let go of yourself, jump out of the strange circle, change your mentality, make choices and make adjustments first, and tomorrow will be better. Finally, I want to talk about playing games. I wonder if lz will play lol. I have a classmate who operates six keys with one finger when releasing skills. You know, these are all quick skills. He often can't find the key so that he can't put the misplaced skills, and he can laugh at us every time. If this will give you the bottom, what are you afraid of!