Sometimes I feel that if your world becomes noisy, you won't have the heart to mourn the Spring and Autumn Period. I think I'm really a grumpy person with a little negative emotions.
Many times we will complain about life, live ourselves as a loser who is hostile to life, and have bad emotions, which are understandable. Because we will experience a lot of hardships, pains and unbearable when we are alive, many times we digest these bad emotions ourselves and are afraid of infecting others, fearing that such emotions will affect others.
Actually, this is not good. After a long time, you will find that people around you are avoiding you, because they will think that you are always saying things that have nothing to do with you, and you are always alienating them. Over time, there will be no trustworthy friends around you. Try to open your heart to the people around you. They may not be able to help you, but I think you will have one more person who understands you, and your heart will be less sad. They will think of you as soon as they encounter problems, and it feels good to be trusted.
Don't trap yourself in your own world. You can't go out and others can't get in. Sometimes you can make peace with this world properly, and you will find that life can be another way.
Each of us has our own life, including happiness and unhappiness, painful experiences and happy times. I hope that no matter the pain or happiness, someone will share it with you.