When I wrote this Weibo, I was still on my way home.
Graduation is not as sad as imagined, nor as happy as imagined.
The moment I left school, the first reaction in my mind was: I left my whole world. No more seniors and sisters take care of me like my sister, no more younger brothers and sisters will always remember and give me many small surprises, no more friends who are crazy about preparing for exams in the library M705, no more teachers, teachers, friends, sisters and mothers and daughters who are full of light. At that moment, I looked at the end around me, and I had a feeling that we would live together in the future. I really want to hug and cry: I only have you.
I remember when I left the dormitory that night, my roommate bought us two cups of milk tea and a big bag of snacks. They kept asking us where we were and told me to take care of myself when going out. Don't go to remote places at night, and don't hold back when my work is not going well. I can come back whenever I want, and I won't send me a video tutorial on thrush. I hope to see a brand-new me next time I see you ... although I don't have so much to say at ordinary times, I will still be reluctant to go.
Once upon a time, I wanted to escape from campus countless times. Now, I really want to say goodbye.
I remember the day I left, my junior sent a message saying: I suddenly found that I had to face many things alone in the future.
For me, it is true. Excited for several years, the next road, I want to go alone.
On the first day of employment, I didn't work overtime and was on the road. Fortunately, I can finally support myself.
At that time, a sentence popped up in my mind: the sea is wide and the fish jumps, and the sky is high and the birds fly.
After leaving school, no one will ever say that I won the first-class scholarship and the national scholarship. No one will ever say that I have a bunch of certificates, such as tour guide certificate and teacher qualification certificate. No one will ever say that I won the provincial prize for two years in a row, and no one will say after finishing my grades: It's a pity that such an excellent person didn't choose a good school for postgraduate entrance examination.
I left my whole world, left the expectation that the whole world gave me, and left myself who lived in the expectation of others.
In the days to come, the world will be as big as the heart.
Before graduation, I never thought there was such a warm existence as "graduation gift".
The first graduation gift I received was in early April, and I had not left school. Senior sister said, Xiangxiang, this thing I gave you means that your university is coming to an end and you are going on a new journey, but no matter which way you take, it will be the best one. You can put it on your suit jacket and let it accompany you through the thorns and finally get the offer you are most looking forward to.
Later, I left school to find a job that excited me.
It's not as smooth as I thought, and it's certainly not as difficult as I thought. Because it was over, I suffered a lot less when I first went to a big city.
Back to school, it was already mid-May, which was my last week in college.
I have been receiving graduation surprises since the first day I returned to school. On the train, I'm afraid there is no water glass to drink. Back at school, my cup was delivered by coincidence. It's like, she installed a camera for me, and she gave me whatever I lacked. I received many gifts, and this one suits me best. Remember to write, sister, you are my support. Now my dependence is moving towards a wider place, and I will work harder in the future, just as my dependence is striving for it in a dark day.
Later, I received books and letters from Haigege, all of which were my favorite gifts. I once asked myself what I wanted to receive for my birthday, and my answer was books and letters. Everyone knows that I like ancient poems. On my last birthday in college, I also received a book of poems on my pillow. I always feel that my love can't be so superficial anymore. When you are sad, think about the power that those poems bring to people. Haigege said that some people leave in order to meet again better and look forward to our next meeting.
I still remember the night of the last dinner in the department, Xiaohui said to me, "Sister, happy graduation! A graduation present for you. " At that time, I found out that we haven't talked well for a long time, and five people in our department haven't had dinner together for a long time, and I brought up the members of the treasure department myself, and I'm no longer a little girl. A little immature, a little mature. I smiled and said, next year, when all four of you are admitted to graduate school, I'm going to eat one by one. One person, one meal, four meals, no one wants to escape, hahaha. Later, Xiaohui sent me a message saying that I wanted to write something to Xiangxiang's sister, but my handwriting was not good either, so it was difficult to take my hand out. In short, I hope my sister can be happy, have a successful career and have a good future! I know that no matter where we are in the future, we will still miss each other, and it will be the same when we meet again. These sincere and valuable ideas are already the best graduation gifts.
Of course there must be a treasure girl, o! Finally received a letter from my classmate Xiao Ou! Why does it feel like I've been waiting for three years? ! ) Xiao Ou said that every time he gave me a gift, he gave me something to eat. After eating it, he lost all thoughts. He always left something memorable, so he finally wrote it before I left school, which moved me in a mess. It shows how long I have been waiting for this letter. But why do we always feel that a scholar meets a soldier together? Maybe it's because we need more contact to answer those questions and find our future answers.
I received a big bouquet of flowers for the first time in my life when I was filming graduation photo. I really appreciate 19 the lovely monitor of Shiguang gave me this bunch of flowers, which were so beautiful and delivered in time. In the morning, I just finished taking photos of my bachelor's uniform. In the afternoon, we went to the classroom in our formal clothes. I have to say, those beautiful young ladies in the class, wearing dresses and taking pictures with flowers, are really super beautiful. So, it also gave me a chance to take a photo with my favorite teacher holding a bunch of flowers. My junior wrote in the letter that you must feel very happy when you see me holding flowers on graduation day. I only graduated once, and I want to give you uniqueness. If others have it, you should have it. I really want to thank Sister Xiaojing for her kindness here.
Every time I send a circle of friends, someone always comments, "You are so happy as a senior."
I remember a time when I always liked to talk about it. I said you shouldn't be nice to me, because I will only take you running. I don't know why, at that time, I always had a feeling of shutting people out. I'm afraid that people around me are too kind to me, and I can't bear to leave after graduation.
But only people who are really in my heart will know that they are also unconditionally spoiled by me.
I remember doing many stupid things.
I remember the birthdays of each of them, and I also carefully choose gifts before each birthday. On Children's Day, I once customized 3d lights for my treasure girls, prepared various snacks and cards for them at Christmas, and did not forget to customize the "Your Name" keychain when writing letters. I once secretly sent gifts to their dormitory or ordered takeout for them to send downstairs. The day before I went back to school, I went to buy a gift from Magic Capital. A few days ago, I specially placed an order in advance. Those lucky things that they seem to meet unexpectedly are all my long-planned surprises.
I treat seniors and teachers alike. I remember waiting at the library gate for a senior and a senior, just to send a bottle of "Xiao Ming classmate" drink. I remember I rushed to the guard's office on the solstice of winter and sent the hot jiaozi to the senior dormitory. Remember to look through the teacher's circle of friends and customize the woodcut, and carefully write down three letters. I remember changing the format of the paper to 2: 30 the night before, getting up at 8: 00 the next morning, ordering two small carnations on the US delegation, and then delivering them to the teacher at 10 ... Later, I learned that this bunch of carnations was also given to her teacher by the teacher's little daughter in kindergarten, and I saw the significance of this bunch of flowers-that is, the temperature of education is passing. Infect another heart with one heart, achieve others and achieve yourself.
Maybe it is really a fool who is blessed, because I treat each other sincerely, so I can get the sincerity of others.
The teacher told me, Xiaoxiang, I saw my love for you expressed in the circle of friends of girls in my school. This is Xiangxiang! Become light, spread light!
But sometimes, I feel as if I have not turned into light. Some people say that I am warm, some people say that I change my heart with my heart, and some people say that I learn to love because I am loved. I think I can afford these things, but I don't seem to be enough as a lamp.
I remember one day, a junior told me, senior, I have known you for three years, but I have never learned anything from you. When I heard this, my first reaction was that I didn't teach you anything? ..... As her minister, as her role model, I was such a failure that I didn't teach her anything? At that time, because I was obsessed with this question, I asked other friends. I wonder if girls from other schools can learn anything from me. I want to know whether she can't learn, or I can't teach, or I really have nothing to learn. What do I want to teach them?
I remember one day 19 sent me a manuscript written by her. She said, senior, this copy was completed by Mr. Kerry on demand, and then she listened carefully to you, took an active part in the competition, and did it if she wanted to. I felt very moved at that time, because my junior said that she was inspired by me, so she worked actively. I am looking forward to the day when she won the prize, and I hope she can feel the joy of participating in the competition in one creation after another.
I remember that on the day of the general election campaign, Xiaohui of the Ministry said that he always remembered what I said: Do something and do your best. I think this should be the most useful sentence I taught her, so she always remembers it. That's what I keep telling myself.
What can I teach you? I don't know. I only know that as long as I want to learn, I am willing to take the time to learn, and there is nothing I can't learn well. So I think the attitude of being a man and doing things is always the first, and I will always maintain a positive, hard-working, optimistic and strong attitude. Even if I fall down many times, I will stubbornly stand up again. If you know what you want, you will go all out to fight for it. I work hard, so I am lucky, too.
Throughout my life, I will never stop studying and working hard, and I will be responsible for what I said.
I remember chatting with my teacher when I came back from Shanghai. The teacher also said that I worked hard. Actually, I was a little ashamed at that time. I think I was actually decadent for a long time because of the postgraduate entrance examination. Sitting on the subway in Shanghai and looking around, you can always see someone working and someone reading. When you see that everyone around you is so good and hard-working, you will feel that you are actually lazy. After graduation, no one will urge you to study. Everything depends on your own self-discipline. I really want to know how hard I can work. Needless to say, I just need to prove it with my actions.
As I said when I was chatting with Jessica Hester Hsuan, I am really not confident enough now, but I will try my best to do something that makes me feel confident. I will try to do things well one by one and try to live the life I want bit by bit.
During the 9 days back to school, I wore a bachelor's uniform three times, once with my friend M705, once with the treasure girl in the office, and once with my classmate, roommate and teacher. I passed the thesis defense, filmed graduation photo and handed in the materials for my graduation thesis. I say goodbye to everyone, as if I really graduated. But I think I missed the last thing.-thank you.
Of course, what I want to thank most is Teacher Keli. I know that my teacher will read every tweet of mine carefully every time, and even the hyperlinks I quietly put in my previous tweets will be clicked off, so I put this thank you at the end of the tweet.
Four years, with a flick of a finger. From an ignorant girl who devoted herself to filling in the English major in the college entrance examination to an advertisement called "English is a passer-by from now on as soon as she entered the advertisement", I am very glad that I met the advertising science, the teachers of the advertising department, especially Mr. Keli, so many senior and junior students majoring in advertising, the competition, the Academy Award and four years of youthful advertising.
I never thought I could like this major, and I never thought I could be liked so much by teachers of this major. I remember when I was a sophomore, I envied my junior. I saw her teacher take her out to take part in the micro-China competition, and I love her very much. At that time, I didn't even have a teacher who could call my name when I met. Now, I feel that I am also the favored party, and this preference can be easily obtained without envy from others.
Thank you very much for your encouragement, tolerance and preference. Thank the teacher not only for the quiet teaching in class, but also for his patience in guiding my entries and graduation thesis every time. It is not only the teacher who helps me solve my problems when I am helpless, not only the teacher who enlightens me when I am depressed, or encourages me after I hit a wall in a big city, but also the teacher's appreciation and recognition of me, that is, no matter what my final grades are, I will always shine in the eyes of the teacher. Students who can become teachers are lucky to spend four years in college with their teachers, but I feel very happy to be affirmed, tolerated and praised by teachers. Most of the time, I am very sensitive and self-abased, but the teacher's encouragement always makes me full of confidence and makes me feel that I really deserve to be treated well and loved. I deserve better, so I have to work harder. Although I am not good enough or perfect enough, I believe I am worth waiting for.
I remember the teacher's sentence "You deserve every compliment", that sentence "You are a good cook whether you continue your studies or work", that sentence "You are a person with light in your eyes and love in your heart" and that sentence "You will always be my pride".
In the last and most difficult days of my postgraduate entrance examination, the whole world was cold. Although many people told me that I was still excellent, the process was more important than the result, so I was careless. But I felt the deep affection of Teacher Keli, and it was sincere.
It is still important to express love and gratitude in time. Although I may not be good at words in other ways, I feel love, express love, pass on love and give back love. At least, I think I did it. I am loved, and I am learning to love.
Thank you, Mr. Keli, for your meticulous care for me, for your meticulous teaching in the past four years, for your recognition, appreciation and tolerance, for guiding my entrance and graduation thesis, for encouraging me to let go of myself, and a thousand words can be summed up in one sentence: Thank you for loving me so much.
Thank my parents for their support in the past four years, especially in this last year. Thank the head teacher for taking care of us for four years and forgive our willfulness. Thank you, Mr. Yu Qian, for treating me as a friend, fooling around and encouraging me all the way. Teacher Xiaojin, thank you for your hard work and lifelong learning over the past year. Thanks to my teachers Xiang Li, Lan Yan, Qi Xian, Qin Xiao, Yunfeng, Zhang Ying and Li Xiang. Thanks to all the teachers in the College of Liberal Arts for teaching me. Thank you for your four years of experience. Thanks to seniors, brothers, sisters, classmates, friends, roommates and girlfriends. The mountains are high and the waters are long. We have plenty of time!
Finally, happy graduation! I don't want a bright future, I want peace and joy!
Starting from tomorrow, you can't be trapped in the memories of graduation. You should look forward, work hard, study hard, get along well with your colleagues, support your roommates, and often share your recent situation with people who care about you. Laugh loudly when you are happy, and don't flinch when you are unhappy, knowing that someone will always give you a shoulder to lean on. That's good.
No classes for the time being, and no classes for the future.
Remember to change the default address the next time you shop online.
The student ID card is about to expire, so I can't buy discounted train tickets any more.
After the last professional class, I asked Mr. Yu Qian for a hug.
It took only three seconds to shoot graduation photo, but it fixed the youth I will miss ten years later.
This autumn, the classroom will still be full of people, but it won't be us anymore.
The days that you can't see in the future are all counted in years.
As long as I miss you, it makes no difference.
Everything I once wanted to give up and escape will never be forgotten in the days to come.
I always love school more when I graduate.
Please keep this love and go to the next mountain and sea.
I hope our next meeting will be lively and bright.
When you say goodbye to each other, you also say goodbye to your former self.