I am a bird eager to fly. "I am a bird. I want to fly but I can't fly high. " I am looking for a warm embrace. Is the request too high ... "Every time I hear this song, I feel like a bird in the lyrics, and I have an unspeakable depression in my heart. Today, in front of all my colleagues, I opened the window and spoke frankly: I admit that I am a student who doesn't like learning, although I know the importance of learning and my academic performance is not bad. I think going to school is boring and fun, and it is a forced thing. Especially since the ninth grade, the greater pressure of study has overwhelmed me. Maybe it's better to be strong than not. I think it's hard to get good grades in ninth grade. In the seventh and eighth grades, with a little effort, you can get a dozen students in the whole grade. But now, I seem to have worked hard, but my grades are still not as good as I thought. Indoor classes are like this, and I'm not happy. Isn't it time for physical education class to relax outdoors? No! Physical education class, a graduating class, is not the desirable physical education class in the past, because of the physical examination results of the senior high school entrance examination. I used to like physical education class, but now I dare not exercise. Sometimes when I hear the word "fuck", I really want to find a crack in the ground. Think about the "inhuman" "devil training" on the sports field, and think about the feeling that every training is out of breath, sweaty and weak legs. Although I also understand the truth that "the fragrance of plum blossoms comes from bitter cold" and "there is always sunshine after the storm", I am still afraid of this kind of "bitter cold" and "storm" sometimes. I really envy the birds flying freely in the sky and imagine my beautiful life scene: sleep until nine in the morning and wash my face with hot water. Have tea and play chess after breakfast. At noon, I ate enough fish and meat, and then I played table tennis and basketball with my friends. When you are tired, go home and have a rest, watch your favorite TV programs for a while, and then pick up the fishing rod and go fishing. In the evening, I can watch TV, drink fish soup made by my father, and play computer games to my heart's content ... Just when I was distracted, "Jiang Yue! Pay attention to the blackboard! " The teacher's harsh voice brought me back to the cruel reality. Alas! There is no way, I can only bravely face all this I don't like. Because my mind is not stupid, I understand that if I don't practice a pair of full-fledged wings and a set of excellent flying skills, even if I am given blue sky, it will be difficult for me to spread my wings and soar. Now, I often sing my own songs: "I am a bird eager to fly, eager to practice a pair of wings to fight the sky;" "I am a bird eager to fly, and one day I will fly very high ..."