I fell in love with Riman in the second semester of Senior Two. As the college entrance examination approaches, I am more nervous about my study. At that time, I was also fascinated. I'm not in the mood for class. My seat is in the back. A large group of students who don't want to study and skip class every day sit with me. I sometimes play games with them, but I also often read comic books. I not only watched anime, but also watched the screenwriter, director, color composition, montage lens language, scene design and so on. I went home at night and watched anime all night. Go to class and sleep the next day. Continue to do this when you are full and skip class. At that time, I really wanted to be an animation designer or director, but I didn't have enough time to be a Art Candidates for me, and I didn't have enough time to learn painting. Moreover, it is very difficult for my family to embark on the road of art, but I still have no mind to study, so I did it anyway. Originally my family decided to let me go to the army after the college entrance examination. After coming back, I have a stable job, and then I can specialize in animation. At least food and clothes are not a problem. After the college entrance examination, the results were naturally a mess, only on the specialist line.
A casual look at the major of the college found that Japanese is the same. I thought it was good to study animation and learn to play the edge ball. I discussed it with my family, and my family actually agreed, giving up going to the army and going to a junior college. Although the foundation of high school is not good, I learned Japanese well because of my interest in animation. With free time, the university also watched a lot of cartoons in three years. I feel so much that even my graduation thesis wants to write tens of thousands of words about the comparison between Japanese and Chinese cultures and the development of domestic secondary culture. But the school that lied to dad actually let us graduate and practice without handing in our papers.
At that time, I wanted to use Japanese in editorial departments such as animation magazines, but there was obviously no such employment condition in my hometown with underdeveloped secondary industry in the inland. My family had great opinions on this idea. You can't always let your parents indulge you and raise yourself to develop a road that you don't know about the future, or you can come out of your home and work as a staff member in a foreign economic company and a Japanese training teacher in the training department for more than two years. There is a saying that people's thinking changes greatly at different ages. It's true. With the growth of my age and maturity of my mind, I am no longer addicted and crazy. It's not that I don't like watching anime, but that most of my new fans are bored and have no passion. In other words, the lines of the plot are childish. In short, there are fewer and fewer works I can appreciate and recognize, and I am in contact with society. It is not easy for people to live independently. They don't have enough to eat, don't wear warm clothes, can't live with others, deal with all kinds of social relations, and a lot of problems that have to be considered flood into their minds (these are lifestyles that you can't feel at all sitting in school). People will naturally become realistic. What is the ideal of the secondary industry and what is the cause? These are either elites whose willpower is beyond ordinary people, or they are bound by fate.
I'm just repeating my work now, fighting for a living, a promotion, a house, a car and a marriage. Animation can only be used as a hobby, and you can watch it when you have time (attracted by the old comics of the 1970s and 1990s, I really think it's still an old comic classic).
Having said so much, I don't know what you think. To sum up, it is natural to learn to watch animation correctly, and it is best not to be distracted in class. After entering a good university, I will live a smooth life, but I can't resist the temptation and my grades are dragged down by animation. Doesn't mean you were killed with a stick. It doesn't mean that you can't find a good job and a good life after your poor grades. You can't tell the fate of your life. You are still in junior high school. You really love anime, and your grades are not good. High school is an art student, so it is ok to choose animation design major. Or learn Japanese like me. But one thing you should know is that people's lives are constantly changing. You like anime now, but just because you are addicted to anime doesn't mean that you will still be like this in five years or 10 years. You should also be prepared for these thoughts. You can make mistakes and travel when you are young, but choose carefully and don't regret your original decision in the future.