Teenagers and twenties are the best times in a person's life. He is young and energetic, full of curiosity about everything and hope for life. She has the most beautiful face and the brightest smile, and anything is possible for her. He believes that there will be gains from giving, and she knows that youth is her own bargaining chip.
After graduating from high school, I left home to take care of my parents and came to Peking University to start my long-awaited life. When the long-awaited life really appeared in front of my eyes like a dream, the beautiful bubbles began to disillusion one by one, and the speed of suddenly becoming ferocious from beauty was not as sudden as her appearance.
When I face the black things in my life more or less filtered out by my parents independently, when I make my own choices in the face of various temptations, when I feel confused about all kinds of choices, when my sharp teeth bite my bones, when I am surrounded by thick black in the middle of the night, I know the beauty and hardship of life and the warmth of her surface.
I live in an age of lack of faith. I don't even know what faith is, so I boldly get carried away and foolishly believe that my thoughts are the truth. When we were confused, I saw the complexity and depth of this society, and my clear eyes used to be like ink. I live in a transitional society, and many changes make it difficult for me to use "we". Some people enjoy more in heaven and struggle in hell, some people persist in their efforts, and some people are corrupt, polluted and degenerate. What we lack is not enthusiasm, not blood, but many things about myself have frozen my heart. I suddenly realized that I must have learned indifference and numbness at a very young age. Otherwise, a young heart will never live to this day.
I really want to have time to think about my values, my outlook on life and my outlook on the world. The book says it's time for me to mature, let my feelings be free, and let me think about it.
My values
Simply put, values are the criteria by which we measure things and make our own choices.
About money materials:
I remember when I was young, we would all say that knowledge is the most precious knowledge and we want to be scientists. Now we also regard credit as knowledge, and the so-called knowledge as a tool for managers to be officials, to make money and to see money. Very vulgar and practical. Life and this society have taught us. Although she told us that a lot of people are paying, we know more about buying a house and a car, more about looking down on illness, and more about XXX's corruption and all kinds of shady ways to get rich. Compared with them, we at least nobly choose to enrich our material life with knowledge.
By the way, there is a word called substance. In the materialistic era, it is really hard to find a little spirit. People need a little spirit. I suddenly realized the beauty of this sentence. Without deep faith and powerful things to support people, destruction will be wrong and inevitable. Money is important, but it is definitely not everything. If we measure everything out of economic interests, the world will become impersonal, beautiful and totally unworthy of nostalgia.