As long as you are in love, you will be swayed by considerations of gain and loss, no matter who. When I entered military training in high school, I was attracted by him from the first sight, and I couldn't control myself until I was in the same dormitory. Of course, such a secret can only be hidden in my heart in the throb of adolescence. Not to avoid the teacher's prohibition of puppy love, but more, it is the eyes of others. I even envy the girl who adores him. I can avoid the teacher's eyes, hand him pink letters one after another, or ask him to have dinner together. And I, although I can eat, fetch water and even take a bath with him unscrupulously, always feel that there is an insurmountable gap around me that separates us from my love. I feel imprisoned, and my sadness is growing endlessly, just like the growing beard on my lips and the little emotions that are getting out of control in my heart.
Until Yi Ru fell in love with me. I think I can use the word "love", because gradually, she takes up most of my time except studying and will avoid the teacher and invite me to dinner. Physical education class will bring me water and pass me class notes, especially running exercises, twice a day. When the team runs to the corner of the playground, I can always feel a figure looking back in front of me. Gradually, some gossip appeared among the students, and the teacher began to call our names constantly. Actually, I don't care anyway I am numb. I know I don't like Yi Ru, but I like this feeling. Impetuous youth always needs to be vented. It doesn't matter who it is
Two months later, Yi Ru and I broke up. I listened and thought lightly, and finally ended this absurd relationship. Yi Ru took out another stack of love letters and said, Sorry, he is better than you. I ... I glanced at the name that I had memorized a thousand times in my heart, and my heart ached. Yi Ru looked at me and cried, "I'm sorry, but I can't lie to you or myself!" " ! My heart hurts even more. Since I entered school, there have been no fewer girls pursuing him. Some girls are more beautiful and gentle, and even ... he has been unmoved, and I have always had hope. I just didn't expect that what he likes is just light and ordinary. I looked at Yi Ru's face and seemed to find that, perhaps, she was also beautiful. Yi Ru said, I'm sorry to hurt you like this. I said it doesn't matter. Only I know in my heart that it is not her who hurts me.
Yi Ru abandoned me that night, and I didn't go to evening self-study on the pretext of being unwell. I don't know how to face him at the same table. I don't want to see his eyes in that woman who has a complicated relationship with me, at least not today. I don't want to think about whether there will be no way out in the future
Is tossing and turning in bed, a familiar footsteps approached gently. My hand was held in confusion, and a familiar voice said, "You are single now. Do I have a chance? " Then, a ring was put on my ring finger without saying anything. I was at a loss and said, "How do you know my finger size?" "Fool." He smiled and said, "I steal your hand under the table every day." I am familiar with it. " He turned on the bedside lamp for me. I carefully looked at that pair of Cartier, which is my favorite style, but how did he know? "The last time you bought a fashion magazine for Yiru, you flipped through this advertisement. I flipped it three times before, so I remembered it." As he spoke, he took off his ring and said, "Our names are engraved on it, Jackie &; John, we want to be together forever. " It turned out that he was so careful that I burst into tears, because he helped me dry it. After that, our hands are often held in the desks under the cover of books. The classroom is full of happiness. We only watch and laugh, and don't talk about the on-off of adolescent boys and girls around us, because we are the most determined.
However, a year later, I finally lost the ring. Because I saw him with the school flower. Shouldn't love be a lifetime? Is it because our love can only exist underground that he can be unfaithful? He went back to the dormitory and saw that there was no ring in my hand, so he didn't speak. Soon, he applied for a change of dormitory and seats, and we were completely forgotten.
Putting away my thoughts, I answered the Chinese question seriously. I don't know where he will go, so maybe it doesn't matter to me where he takes the exam. I laughed at myself silently, filled in the roll paper, handed in the paper and went out.
However, he stood at the school gate, handsome and tall, bathed in the afternoon sun like a god of war, and the red convertible stopped beside him. I just remembered that I haven't seen him at school for a long time. It seems that I deliberately want to forget him, and I really buried my sadness of not seeing him in my heart. If I don't open it, it will gradually become a deliberate neglect. He came up to me and opened a box. It turned out to be the rings. He said; "You really can throw. It took me three days to find it in the grass on campus. I immigrated to America. Would you like to register with me and live in a foreign country together? "
I looked at the ring, looked at him and said, "can you wait for me for three days?" I want to finish all the subjects. "
Sunny weather is really cute. Love will experience sadness, but it must not be the end.