One night in March, spring came late in the north, and the air was still chilly and the wind never stopped. The waning moon, like a ditch, hangs quietly on the horizon, glowing with white light, shining with the nearby lights on the sports ground at night. If you want to be bright, nothing is clear on the sports field. Song insisted on running on the playground for ten years. On the tenth lap, he suddenly noticed that someone was running shoulder to shoulder with him, just like Gu Dong was running shoulder to shoulder with him. At the moment, Gu Dong is in the neighboring city. The person around him can't be Gu Dong. Who could it be? Song couldn't guess at the moment. He could only run straight ahead and ran half a lap. Suddenly an idea flashed in his mind like lightning, off-year!
Song ran the tenth lap, slowed down and walked slowly, and the people next to him also slowed down and continued to walk side by side with him in the vague night. Guess right, it was the enemy Song!
"Come with me." Song Leiyun took off-year to the place where Gu Dong took him. No matter day or night, few people come to the corner behind the gymnasium. Maybe there will be customers like them occasionally, mostly wild mandarin ducks on campus.
"Why are you following me?" Song asked him questions in the dark space.
"Don't you see? I like you. "
Song Leiyun didn't expect off-year to answer so directly and simply, and he didn't know how to answer the words. He was silent for a while and finally found a sentence: "We are not suitable."
"Where is not appropriate? Do you like women? "
"I already have someone I like!"
"I know! Isn't your brother Gu Dong? "
Song was so surprised that his chin almost fell off. Xiaonian actually knows Gu Dong! How did he know about Gu Dong? Gu Dong hasn't been back to B University since graduation, and he is usually careful enough. He never confided about himself and Gu Dong in front of anyone, nor did he reveal the trace of their love. Even when he went out on weekends, he lied to his roommates about going to play nearby or visiting relatives. He thought he had done everything, and now this little teacher younger brother who had never seen Gu Dong actually knew about him and Gu Dong, which made Song puzzled.
Song Leiyun asked him, "How do you know Gu Dong?"
"Wang Yuqi told me everything about you and him."
Song heard a chill behind him. Yes! How did he forget Wang Yuqi? She is the only one who knows his relationship with Gu Dong. I think she made this happen! She really told someone else. Is it because Xiaonian praised her for making her happy and brought her so many plates of pig's ear and trotter soup?
"What else did she tell you?" Song asked.
"She told me everything!" Xiaonian replied: "Don't blame her. She told me this to make me give in. She meant well. "
? Song gave a wry smile in his heart, but he couldn't hide anything from the critical eyes. When I fell in love with Gu Dong, she saw through it. Now off-year likes herself, and she can see through it at a glance. She is quite considerate, otherwise how could she persuade Xiaonian to give up! This female doctor is studying the microscopic material structure under the magnification of hundreds of millions of times of transmission electron microscope, or the subtle relationship between men and women that has been enlarged!
"Then why don't you' return'?" Song asked.
"If you like someone, you have to fight for it, not get cold feet!" Xiao nian answered.
"I don't understand, what do you like about me? What am I worth chasing! " Song is very angry with him.
Xiaonian is not annoyed. He lit a cigarette and smoked slowly with his back against the wall. Song didn't expect him to smoke again. He never smokes in the laboratory, and he never smells tobacco from his breath. Song looked at the cigarette butts in Xiaonian's mouth, shining vaguely in the half-bright, half-dark, unknown air. A bright red dot, seemingly dazzling, can't actually illuminate even half an inch of space.
The red dot drew an arc in mid-air with off-year hands with cigarettes. The smoke in Xiaonian's mouth was covered by darkness. With the help of the power of dark and hidden smoke, Xiaonian confided her long-suppressed voice to her beloved.
"When I first entered the research group, I didn't think you were any different. I even think you're a little bored. Unlike me, joining the football team often goes crazy with them. You have done a good job in scientific research, sitting in your seat without laughing, like a bookworm. " When he said this, Xiaonian himself laughed.
Song listened and said to himself, then why do you still like me as a bookworm? But he didn't say it. He knows that the words after the off-year will turn.
? "Later, I happened to see an album you put on the table. Open it and have a look. Although it's not very professional, those everyday pictures have changed my impression of you. I didn't expect you to be so delicate. I find you are not bored. You are a very interesting person. "
The album in Xiaonian's mouth is actually a collection of sketches. When Song had nothing to do, he opened it, grabbed a pencil or gel pen and scribbled on the paper. The subject matter is very wide, from the tall buildings and streets of the city, the corner of B, to petals and leaves, and even books and cups. With the simplest lines, he inadvertently outlined what he saw and felt about life. I didn't expect this handwritten graffiti to cause such a big trouble. Song Zhen regretted putting it too casually and letting others find it.
Xiaonian continued, "Later, the research group went to KTV to sing. I remember you ordered an onion from Aska Yang. You sang so hard and so beautifully, as if you were really the onion in that supporting role. Everyone applauds you. You certainly don't know, I am fascinated by the way I sit in the corner and sing for you, which is completely different from the brother song Lei Yun that I usually see. I want to know what kind of person you are. If you are such a sad onion, I will turn you into my protagonist and make you stop crying. "
? Singing fell in love with others again. Singing fans fucked a younger brother at the New Year's Eve party, and KTV sang down a younger brother. Song felt that he could not express his voice casually in the future.
A cigarette burned on my head, and I lit another one in the next year. He then said to Song, "But I'm not sure if you like me. I think if you are as good as me, I can catch up with you. We usually do experiments and write papers together in the laboratory, go to the movies and eat together on weekends, and travel together on holidays. So I began to pay attention to your actions, hoping to find something. Until that time, we did the experiment together. Although you were wearing a turtleneck, I found the hickey on your neck. "
Song Lei Yun was ashamed and regretted when he heard the word "hickey". He knows which "that time" off-year refers to. When I was lingering with Gu Dong over the weekend, Gu Dong couldn't help but leave a deep imprint on my body. Song blamed Gu Dong, saying how could he go back to meet people? Gu Dong told him that he was wrong, but the expression on his face was very proud. Song Hui B University specially wore a high collar, which stood high, trying to cover up the traces on his neck. Other brothers and sisters in the teaching and research section looked at him with a pair of curious eyes all day. Only Wang Yuqi looked at him without saying a word and said to him privately, "Did Gu Dong plant strawberries for you?" He is ashamed. Song thought that only one person knew, but Xiao Nian also found out. He asked Xiaonian, "What can be determined by a trace on your neck?"
"I took a closer look while you were not paying attention. The color is so deep. If it is left by a woman, how hungry this woman should be! " Xiaonian said: "You always tell everyone that you don't have a girlfriend, but you are not at school every weekend, which only shows that you have a secret boyfriend without a girlfriend."
Hearing this, Song felt as if he had been stripped naked and pushed into the spotlight, with no privacy at all. At the same time, he felt a kind of terror. He thought he was mysterious, but he was exposed by Xiao nian. There are so many people in the research group, as well as several of his roommates, it is difficult to guarantee that no one is as smart as Xiaonian. They have long seen through the lies and secrets that Song tried to cover up.
"Do you know my mood at that time? I am glad for my discovery, because you are just like me! But I'm more angry, I'm more jealous! I envy the man who left his mark on you. And you go to see him every week, go shopping and watch movies with him, eat and sleep with him, kiss him and have sex with him, which makes me jealous! Do you know Song Leiyun? ! "
Xiaonian was obviously excited when he said this. He put the cigarette in his hand to his mouth and took a drag. He threw it on the ground and trampled out the flash. Off-year turned to the wall, clenched his fist in his right hand and slammed it on the wall, as if this innocent wall in front of him was Gu Dong who made him feel angry and jealous. Off-year thumped on the wall, one arm leaned against the wall, and his forehead sobbed painfully on his arm.
Song can't bear to see the pain of off-year He touched Xiaonian's shoulder with one hand and tried to comfort him. "Off-year, I ..."
? Off-year pushed Song's hand and turned to Song. Although Song couldn't see the expression on Xiaonian's face clearly in the hazy night, he still saw the light reflected from the above two paths. Xiaonian almost yelled at Song: "Of course you don't fucking know! If you know that you can turn a blind eye to my intentions, I kindly give you some takeout but you don't eat it and throw it in the trash can! "
Song is even more puzzled. Didn't Xiao nian throw takeout in the trash? But at the moment, he will not be able to defend this issue with Xiaonian.
Off-year is more painful. He held Song tightly in his arms. Song struggled to break away from his arms. The result is just in vain. Off-year is more powerful than he thought. He said to Xiaonian, "Xiaonian, don't do this. Let me go! " "
? "I just want to be good to you and let you know that I am good to you! I want to invite you to go shopping, go to the movies, eat and sleep with you at the weekend! But I know you won't agree to my request like that. I just want to be nice to you and take you away from him! " Off-year holds the person in her arms tighter, and her arms are tightly locked together like metal parts. Song Leiyun was hurt by his strength and his tight muscles.
"Off-year, you wake up! This kind of thing can't be done. I already have Gu Dong, and I won't like you anymore! " Song tried to wake Xiaonian up and accept this cruel fact for him.
Xiaonian refused to wake up. He still hugged Song and refused to let go. "Why? Why! Where on earth can I not compare with him? ! "
Song wants to tell Xiaonian that you are better than him and younger than him, but there is no such thing as good or bad. Gu Dong loves me, and I love Gu Dong. Now I will never feel the same way with you because I am young, otherwise I will become a person like Song! However, Song knew that Xiao Nian couldn't listen to such words at this time, so he was simply cruel.
Song Lei Yun said loudly to Xiaonian, "Xiaonian, listen to me. What is your small year? " What do you compare with Gu Dong? He is better than you everywhere, he is ten times better than you, a hundred times better than you! Even without Gu Dong, I don't like you. You should give up before it's too late! Let go of me, I have to go back and video with Gu Dong! "
"Ha ha ....." Song Leiyun's words played a role. Xiaonian spread out his hand and said with a smile, "Have you always seen me like this? Ridiculous! It turns out that I am the onion who plays a supporting role! "
The night is still blurred, and Song still can't see the expression of Xiaonian when he speaks, but he guessed that it must be a painful expression. If Gu Dong had rejected himself, then he would certainly have that kind of pain, which is complete pain.
Pain is pain! Long pain is better than short pain. Even if you shed tears and bleed, there will always be tears and scars. Just get through this period.
Song looked at off-year, turned and left this corner that made him heartache.
This night is destined to be a difficult night. Song stayed up all night in bed, and so did his junior year at B University, lying in another bed.