There are two paths in front of you now: 1. After studying windows hard for ten years, I finally achieved success and embarked on the road of being an official. 2. I read a lot of poetry books, and then I became a farmer in the country and lived a leisurely life. Which way would you choose? I think there are candidates for both roads. If you choose the first option, you will be bound by officialdom and lose your freedom. But you got fame and wealth. If you choose the second option, you will lose the opportunity to be an official and get ahead, but you will be free.
In fact, no matter what you choose, you will gain and lose. Because there are gains and losses. As long as you understand what you have gained and what you have lost in this matter. Instead of obsessing too much about how much you have gained or lost, because the more you lose, the more you get.