Last Friday, the defense ended, and four years of college life was like a fog that had just dispersed, and everything was revealed. It turns out that in front of the teacher, I just insulted the existence of the teacher's IQ; What was originally written with great effort, the teacher can finish it in half an hour, but it is rubbish; It turns out that those smiling faces are really just floating on the surface.
Many, many were despised and rejected because they were suddenly uncovered and difficult to digest and accept. So a week passed, telling myself not to be impulsive and not to do anything wrong because it is difficult to calm down. Now, after a week, I will look at these things again, although I still don't know how to solve them. But really, avoid it if you can. Of course, this weakness will only hurt yourself in the end.
But to be honest, it's hard to be called worthless half an hour ago, sitting together for dinner or even toasting and drinking tea for half an hour. If what you say is an objective mistake, or point out a serious injury, it is really your own problem. However, if it is simply used as a punching bag, it is blindly used as an emotional vent or even a personal attack. Sorry, you can be a fish, but I'm not a fish. I can't walk out the door and grin at you.
On that day, there were five partners at the party, and none of them didn't blush. When they walked out of the building, everyone lamented that they were so cheeky. I don't know if I have been vaccinated before. I said that in previous years, my seniors and sisters cried, so everyone didn't steam steamed buns to fight for breath, just held their breath. Later, I communicated with other defense groups one after another and found that this was not an exaggeration. This group is indeed a "death group" or the kind that was sentenced to death for no reason. Although the other groups are not polite, there are always three defense instructors who are wise enough to stick to their own principles and standards, and will point out mistakes word by word and propose ways to correct them. Here, after the tutors are out of breath, they only have to look at each other.
So, after four years out of the classroom, the questions raised by the defense teacher have not been solved. How to write a paper? Even if you are scolded as a pile of mud that can't help the wall, you still don't know why you look at your own things. I only know that if I don't leave the classroom, I will lose control. When the sound is over, I can't wait to leave there at once. I took a few breaths and my eyes disappeared. It's unbearable and confusing.
Before writing a paper, everyone is assigned a tutor, and one tutor will take four or five students. Not to mention the writing process, it depends on the tutor's grading, and the final paper score is based on the tutor and the defense. And I am the highest score played by the tutor, even the highest score of more than forty people in the class. I don't know why I came to the defense teacher. Not even a paper. What are you writing?
This gap is hard for me to accept, but not because it is too big, but more because it is not a paper, or even the most basic paper. What is it and what is it? It turns out that papers can't be written like this. Is there only one format for the paper? Is this still possible? Can it be modified on this basis? Everything goes back to the problem of early writing. I've been asking myself and my mentor. Can the paper be written like this? It was clearly learned from the defense teacher that the paper could not be written like this, but what was the result? In a group of five people, the defense teacher only said one sentence after the end, and then revised the format and unified the format.
It turned out to be really bad, so bad that the defense teacher could only say to modify the format in the end; It turns out that modifying the format can make everyone get by; It turns out that it only needs format. These two words are probably the deepest impression on the university. Since the revision of the paper, the tutor has been talking about the format over and over again. I was surprised at that time. Why can't I talk about the content of the paper? Shouldn't format be the least important? I didn't know until that moment, because the content of the paper can't be modified, the only thing that can be modified is the format.
At that moment, I discovered that the tutors were all kind. They won't say that what you wrote is not a paper at all, they will only encourage you blindly, and the defense teacher is different from the tutor. The defense teacher is very strict because of his major. Before they became defense teachers, they didn't have the professionalism as tutors. But once you start playing the defense teacher, that's not the case. As defense teachers, they can blindly criticize the students instructed by their tutors, and then let their students receive guidance from other defense teachers in another classroom. Finally, everyone covered a pile of mud with a film to make it look decent.
Ironically, as far as we know, the only college in the same university is the one that has studied for four years. This is what a group of people who call for justice, objectivity, freedom and truth-seeking will do. Studying in a professional college for four years is really like a bowl of rice with flies. I'm sorry for this extreme idea, but it's really, really hard to accept. So I'm sorry I don't want to have direct contact with you again. I'm sorry, because your cowardice has dragged down your image.