Whenever I want to start something, there will be a voice shouting: Hey, hey, 12,500 graduation thesis! My enthusiasm will soon be extinguished, and I suddenly feel it is a sin to do nothing and not finish my paper. Therefore, during this period, I can't finish reading a new book, watch the whole movie, and attend a music festival. I feel uneasy, guilty and self-blaming. In a word, I can't do anything except write a paper and continue to be anxious.
? The worst thing is that I can't make full use of my spare time. There is a senior in China. She studied for a master's degree for one year, went abroad for one year and worked as an intern in the company for one year. Near graduation, she used her spare time on the plane, subway, bus and before going to bed to finish her graduation thesis. At the same time, she also tried her best not to delay her travel and study. This is the realm I will never reach.
The true portrayal of my thesis writing is to set aside a whole day, set the alarm clock in the morning and finish it early-once I get up after 9 o'clock, I will have the illusion that I have no time in the morning. Turn on the computer, check email, Weibo, watercress, news-check all the information sources without nutrition. Then open the folder, open the word, open the literature, open Google-make everything at your fingertips. Then I can finally start writing. Oh, of course, the words are not too many. Because I always take out my mobile phone to brush my circle of friends, chat, or go to facebook or twitter, I feel uninspired. I go to youtube to watch videos and listen to songs. Damn it, where have I been I went to social media. ..
People often do it for me. Why not study for a PhD? God, I like the comfortable life at school, but I completely gave up the idea at the thought of having a more horrible doctoral thesis. I just want to finish this paper quickly and then pack my bags and go home.
Actually, there shouldn't be this diary, because my plan for today is written in the library! Open! Wen! However, the reality is really frustrating. I don't want to go to the library when my period comes. I just wanted to stay in the dormitory, but there was nothing. I have no motivation to continue without spitting. I swear, when I finish writing, I'm going to celebrate, and I'm going to a nightclub! ! I want to drink! I want to get drunk! ! But before that, I have to write my thesis, damn it! 12500, Uncle Greece has finished writing and returned to China, crying.