Lu Yao: People should not only overcome failure, but also surpass victory. A successful author decides to be happy.
Only in extremely heavy labor can people live more fully.
Maybe many people envied my scenery at that time. But to be honest, I can't wait to crack a crack in the ground and go in. I deeply feel that although all the hardships are for success. However, the greatest happiness in life may lie in the process of creation, not in the result.
I can't live like this. I must get rid of the net I weave.
Of course, I am not a saint!
In the long course of hunger, cold, mistakes, setbacks and self-torture, I have struggled for decades for a goal: any limited success is very important to me, and my ox-horse-like labor has been rewarded, which has touched the warmth of life.
I don't refuse flowers and red carpets, but, to be honest, I can never be satisfied for a long time in this overly dramatic life.
I am eager to re-engage in a heavy. Only in extremely heavy labor can people live more fully. This is my basic view of life.
Think about it carefully, so far, the best day I have spent in my life is more than 20 days writing the first draft of my life. Before that, my 28-year-old novella won the first national excellent novella award. It is because of dissatisfaction that I devoted myself to writing about life.
To this end, I have prepared for nearly two years, and my thoughts and artistic considerations have been tortured. In the end, I crossed the obstacles and entered the actual performance, and my spirit really got carried away. I remember that in the past month, I worked 18 hours a day, and I couldn't tell the difference between day and night. My whole body is on fire, my facial features fester and I can't urinate properly.
In the middle of the night, I walked around the guest house in Ganquan County, northern Shaanxi Province, which made the director of the guest house suspicious and called the county party Committee, saying that the young man might be insane and afraid to find "impermanence". The county party Committee instructed that the man was writing a book, so don't disturb him.
Isn't all this more desirable than the glitz and noise in front of you?
Yes, as long as you don't lose your great sense of mission or keep a clear head, you can't anchor the ship of life in a warm harbor for a long time. You should sail again, sail for the stormy waves of life and enjoy the infinite scenery.
People should not only overcome failure, but also surpass victory.
199 1 winter
The chapter is selected from the complete works of Lu Yao: Morning begins at noon.