I work in a club in a small town.

Chen Tao (pseudonym) is doing business in Shanghai, and his business is very colorful. Every time he comes home dressed, he will invite his friends to the club to play.

Although I don't like talking, Chen Tao noticed me and said that my innocence and vitality moved him. He also said that he especially likes being with me, and he feels very comfortable and relaxed. He often tells me stories of his childhood and a history full of hardships. His rough life experience touched my heart, and I naively thought I had found romantic love.

One Valentine's Day night, Chen Tao returned to his hometown, opened a room in the best hotel and invited me. He pulled me onto the sofa and looked at me quietly. I bowed my head shyly. He slowly took me into his arms and began to kiss me. I passively accepted, trembling at a loss.

Chen Tao leaned over, picked me up and put me on the big bed covered with white sheets. My clothes were faded one by one by him, and shyness and nervousness surrounded me. With heartbreaking pain, I completed the transformation from a girl to a woman. Looking at the stains on the white sheets, I couldn't help sobbing. Chen Tao hugged me tightly and vowed to bring me happiness.

Before I met Chen Tao, I had a dream in my heart: I hope to go back to school one day. When Chen Tao learned about it, he not only helped me go to a vocational secondary school, but also took out a large sum of money to supplement my family. I think he is a good man.

Chen Tao specially bought a house in his hometown, and we started a husband-and-wife life. He also promised to marry me as soon as I finished my business. His considerate, careful, comfortable and rich life firmly grasped my poor heart. I thought I had won this man's heart and was satisfied.

I started my student life again. I study hard and my grades are among the best in my class. Everything is so fresh and interesting. For a time, Chen Tao said that he was busy with business and didn't go back to town. After studying every day, I don't know how to spend the rest of the time. It's very lonely.

At this time, a male teacher of similar age, Lin Qiang, came into my quiet life. He is healthy and energetic, which has brought me unprecedented feelings. With Chen Tao, although I don't worry about food and clothing, I lost my vitality in that "golden house". Lin Qiang and I went to the gym, disco and go karting crazily. I am very happy.

After learning about me from his friends, Chen Tao rushed back to town impatiently. He flew into a rage and became hysterical in front of me. I was so scared that I couldn't help crying. Chen Tao said he loved me, and as long as I cut off contact with Lin Qiang, he would let bygones be bygones.

I thank Chen Tao for her generosity and tolerance. I think it is not easy for such a big boss to do so. My heart has been completely captured by him, and I have decided to love him wholeheartedly.

I dare not ask Chen Tao to get married again. Every time he is pregnant, he says that business is not good now, and we will talk about it later. After several miscarriages, my body became very weak and my face became more and more haggard. Chen Tao's face is getting colder and colder, and he goes back to town less and less. I am keenly aware that he is beginning to alienate me.

Once, I left the town in fear and came to Shanghai alone, only to know that Chen Tao was actually married, and his wife was a simple housewife. Only then did I know that I had been playing the disgraceful role of a mistress. Looking back on my life in recent years, I regret that I have achieved nothing except a broken heart and gynecological diseases left by habitual abortion.

After ending this meaningless "relationship", I looked for a job everywhere to survive and finally got a job in a trading company. Due to frequent contact at work, my colleague Feng and I are very fond of each other. His humor makes me feel relaxed. One day, at Feng's kind invitation, I came to his residence. We listen to music, surf the Internet and chat happily.

On the sofa, Feng suddenly lost control of his emotions, hugged me with open arms, kissed me and began to grope for me. I jumped up like an electric shock to cater to him. We touched and undressed and came to his bedroom. Feng turned off the light.

I can feel the elasticity and smoothness of her skin in the dark. When my fingers touch her body, I can feel his majestic muscles. His hands held me tightly, stroking and attracting my body, and my legs were tightly clamped. I don't even know where to put my legs. When he entered my body, I began to feel it. ......

Since then, I think Feng is a reliable person, and I have been living with him.