You always ask me when I can marry you.

I said wait until I'm 28, when I have money.

You ask me, how much is the money? I said I don't know.

Ask again, Erlu, will you marry me?

I didn't answer. Turning to Beijing, the rickety subway carries many people's futures. Where is my future? I don't know.

A long time ago, I thought that one day I would hold a rose in front of you, tilt my head and say, hey, you can marry me.

I have imagined countless times that the process of brain tonic pays attention to what color lipstick to wear and what style clothes to wear.

Zhang Ailing said, you have to believe that there is always someone waiting for you in this world. No matter when and where, you have to believe that there is always someone waiting for you.

I know, this person waiting for me is you.

02

After graduating from college, I went to Beijing from Chengdu and became a new media person. At that time, I kept saying that I wouldn't go to first-tier cities if I was killed, but I turned to Beijing with my diploma from Polytechnic University.

There are two reasons for choosing Beijing, one is its great development, and the other is its proximity to home.

In an impetuous society, many people want to find a job with more money, less work and close to home, but I am different.

Holding a second-rate education, I am stubborn in the sunny graduation season and submit my resume again and again.

When I first came to Beijing, I rented a room at a friend's house. After hitting the wall, I was alone in a room with poor grades. After three or two times, several howls came from next door: I want to cry, go home and cry!

After being shocked by the roar, I wiped my tears and lay in bed, and realized what real despair was for the first time.

Beishangguang never believes in tears, so I can't cry.

03

Later, when God loved me, I met a job that I could support myself.

When I first entered the workplace, I clearly remember treating every minute of my life as 60 seconds. Why did you ask me to panic?

Because I'm afraid, I'm afraid it's too late to marry you.

In in the name of people, Hou Liangping said that Wu Jianfen was an exquisite egoist.

Honestly, as a matter of fact, me too.

My original ecological family has no money, I don't want to live a hard life, I don't want my future, my love is buried in rice, oil, salt, sauce and vinegar tea, and I don't want to buy a favorite dress in the future.

You said, so many people in the world, don't they all live like this?

That's true.

I don't deny that there are various ways of life in this world, and each way has its own happiness.

But I want a lot, I want a car, I want a house, I want the security that money can bring.

I'm not wrong, but neither are you.

You said, it doesn't matter, I'll wait for you.

I said, okay.

04

You waited from the spring of 20 10 to the winter of 20 15, and I became the marketing manager of a company from a small clerk.

You said: When are you free to marry me?

By this time, I'm already too busy to touch the ground. For the company's performance and my position, I flew from Beijing to the United States, and then from the United States to Guangzhou.

20 16 due to the development of the company, I was sent to the United States to study new projects.

The day you sent me to the airport, you never asked me when I would marry you. Instead, you patted me on the shoulder and said, okay.

All right, all right. Where would I be without you?

I forced out a smile and turned around, tears streaming down my face. You and I both know that as soon as we enter the security checkpoint, we will leave each other and have a good time.

Since then, we have become people who only live in each other's memories.

Sometimes walking on the streets of new york, I suddenly miss the days when you dragged me to sit at the school gate late at night and eat hooves.

In those years, we all had no money, but you always put hoof flowers in my bowl. I don't like to say that if I eat any more, I will become a pig. You said, that's your favorite pig in the world, too.

I smiled and looked at myself as thin as lightning, thinking you wouldn't like it.

05

2065438+In early 2007, I came back from America. I received a phone call at the airport where I went home. You said with a smile on the other end of the phone that you were getting married and asked me if I would go.

Now on the way to the airport, I said congratulations and burst into tears.

The man who waited for me for many years still married someone else.

When the wedding was sworn in, he stood on the stage with a microphone and said slowly that he wanted to eat hooves.

Others laughed and said that there are no hooves these days. He looked at the sky and argued that they were at the gate of the Polytechnic University.

In the process of holding flowers, his wife uncharacteristically put it into my hand and said that she hoped I would find someone to marry quickly so as not to worry about me in the future.

I looked at the lily with dew, and remembered the man who took several part-time jobs to save money when he was a freshman and stood downstairs waiting for me with a bunch of lilies.

I lost the man who said to wait for me.

At the end of the wedding, a hoof flower was placed on each table. He said he wanted to have dinner with me for the last time in his life.

I smiled, looked at the sky and said thank you.

Thank you for waiting so long.

Sorry, I still can't marry you.