At that time, I was in high school. For high school children, there was basically only one goal in my heart, that is, getting into college. Everyone was running for this goal.
Before the third year of high school, I was in good shape and devoted myself to my studies. I am also full of hope for the future. I live a full day. Although very tired, but really happy.
According to my grades, I should be admitted to a good university, and I don't want to study anything every day.
But things will never be so smooth, so the turning point happened. I am actually a person who is easily influenced by feelings. The sudden confession of two male friends next to me caught me off guard. I thought these were my good friends, but they confessed to me on my birthday.
In fact, it bothers me, not because I want to be good with one of them, but because I want to lose two friends at once, because it is impossible to fall in love at that time.
After thinking about it this way, I seem to have formed a mindset. I have been thinking about this problem, and suddenly I seem to be insane, and the whole person's state is not good.
What followed was that my grades plummeted, but I became more and more afraid. I forced myself not to think about those messy things, but it didn't play a big role, but it got worse and worse.
The whole person's mental state has collapsed, like suffering from mental illness. He can't sleep every day and has a bad temper. Like a different person, I can't remember how I got through that year. I cried countless times before I was admitted to a college.