As for you, it's better to be an ordinary friend. At least you loved each other, whether it was physical needs or sincere feelings. A year can definitely change a person. She can meet someone better than you when she goes to college. She said that she would marry you in the future. Do her parents know? Do your parents agree? What do you think of her? Does her personality fit? This is a lifetime thing, not a month's time to promise, marry you, with what, rich? Do you have the right? There is nothing between you except having fun. Simply put, it is a long-standing love between two people, and we have not been able to grasp this love well and let it go beyond the general friendship. In the era of reading, friendship is real. I also talked about my girlfriend, and I am still alone, but I have a good friend of the opposite sex. We have been dating for almost seven years since junior high school, and we often quarrel.
A sincere relationship can go through great storms. A year apart is nothing. Those men are working outside, and the women are migrant workers with children at home. Which one hasn't been apart for a long time? If she really loved you, you wouldn't have such hesitation. If you ask this question here now, you don't believe that she will wait for you for so long. Since she dares to say that she will wait for you, what are you afraid of? On the side, you are afraid of her, too.
If you really love each other, height is not a problem, and age is not a problem. Love, brave enough to love. but
I can only give you one suggestion, that is, when you are together now, talk to her well and be ordinary friends. When you are not talking about love, you are incapable, and her parents may not accept you, let alone marry you. Be realistic, review well, take her as the driving force, and strive to do well in the exam next year. Maybe you will have another chance, but if you are still so good with her now.
If you want to continue the code word, you should send your friend to the car. Good luck with the 20 10 college entrance examination.