What does heartache feel like? It means that at a certain moment, after one of her actions was seen by you, it attracted all your eyes and made you have unrealistic ideas about her.
I am a girl, my sexual orientation is normal, and my taste is not heavy. I only like the opposite sex, and the same sex can only be friends. Therefore, I am doomed not to feel heartbroken for any one of the same sex, nor will I develop to the point of violating ethics with the same sex.
If this girl is beautiful, makes me feel comfortable and has the same hobbies as her, then she may become my friend, but she can't be my lover. At least until now, my boudoir has never made me feel this way.
If she is with me, she may surprise me with a casual gesture. I will only say "it's really beautiful", and then I will start to think about why her beauty has not been given to me. There will be feelings of envy and jealousy, but there will be no feeling of heartache.
When I was in college, our department was very beautiful, a bit like Lin Daiyu's feeling in A Dream of Red Mansions, with outstanding talent. Because she and I are a club, I will have more opportunities to contact her. When I first met her, I thought she was beautiful and confident. Later, I performed many programs with her, and the two people who cooperated seamlessly during the performance didn't really excite me.
I don't consider girls of the same sex. If you have time, you might as well see more handsome guys. Why waste time feeling gay?
Therefore, no matter what others think, as a girl, I won't have bangs on the same sex.