The house is filled with the desolation that has been deposited for a long time, quietly waiting for the return of the owner.
This is the first time Xiao has come back since the accident. Before that, she never had the courage. Nothing has changed, but it seems that everything has changed and it has become very dead and lonely.
Xiao stood in the middle of the living room and looked around. Looking at the sofa, Zhao Feng sat there smoking; Watching TV, there are CDs that Zhao Feng likes to watch; Looking out of the window, Xiao Zheng is sitting in a tall bamboo chair, and Zhao is gently combing her hair.
"Girl, let's eat." Zhao Fenghuan's quick voice sounded.
When I turned around, there was nothing but the empty corridor, and I didn't smell the food floating in the room. My heart was cool.
The bedroom door is closed, and it looks as if someone is sleeping in it. Xiao walked over, hesitated to stretch out his hand and push it gently, and the door opened slowly by himself.
The bedding of the double bed is neatly laid, and of course no one will sleep on it. Xiao sat on it slowly, stroking it gently with his hand, feeling familiar and missing every day, but the coolness spread from his palm to his heart.
Taking Zhao Feng's pillow, Xiao held it tightly in her arms and buried her face in it. Zhao Feng's breath on the pillow is easily captured by Xiao. This kind of breath once existed in her side and heart day and night, which gave her incomparable sense of security and fulfillment. Tears flowed out, stained the pillowcase, flowed into the pillow, and absorbed the smell of Zhao Feng. Xiao held the pillow in her arms.
After a long time, Xiao put down and stood up. She opened the wardrobe, which still contained her own clothes and Zhao Feng's clothes. Xiao carefully looked at it and found that Zhao Feng left without clothes. It is still a gentle caress, like when Zhao Feng wears clothes, she arranges his collar for him. The cupboard door was closed again, and she was going to take some clothes away, but at the moment, she didn't want to. Let's put their clothes together.
On the desk, Xiao saw a buttoned photo frame with Zhao Feng's photo inside.
Zhao Feng in the photo, with heavy eyebrows and eyes, is smiling warmly at Xiao. When I touched this smiling eye, Xiao held it tightly in his heart. Looking at Zhao Fengliang for a long time, Xiao didn't cry. Her eyes are full of thoughts and sadness, and sometimes she laughs like Zhao Feng. She is talking to Zhao Feng in her heart.
Xiao put the photo together with the photo frame in his bag and was about to turn around, only to find that his photo on the table and the photo of the two were gone. Xiao was startled, and then tears welled up in his eyes and dripped on the floor, which soon formed a small beach.
Zhao Feng took Xiao's photo and their group photo.
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Num submitted his resignation to the company. The boss tried his best to keep it, but he always regretted it.
This day is the first day when the handover work is completed, that is, the first day when Xiao officially leaves his post. Early in the morning, Xiao got on the coach to Huairou.
Last time I came to Huairou, it was the tourist season and the scenery was pleasant. This time, it's a lot dimmer along the way. Along the way, Xiao's heart is full of a powerful force, and she is firmly moving towards her destination.
This season, there are few tourists, and Hongluo Temple is quieter. The green of "Imperial Bamboo Forest" is not as green as it is in summer, and the bamboo is rustling in the late autumn wind.
Walking out of the "Imperial Bamboo Forest", Xiao saw the "Wishing Pool". Standing by the pool, you can see that the bottom of the pool is covered with coins, large and small, many of which have been covered with yellow-green or dark green water plants and mud, but more of them are shining in the sun that is not very strong at the moment. Xiao can't tell which two are hers and which two are Zhao Feng's, but she can feel that they are close to her. Sitting on a rock by the pool, let the wind with a little moisture blow her cheek. Sitting here, she feels close to Zhao Feng, whose wish hovers over the water.
"I hope to be with Zhao Feng all my life." Xiao believes that her wish and Zhao Feng's wish have always been intertwined in this pool.
The air in the temple is still faintly filled with Zen incense, and the fallen leaves that can't be swept away or don't need to be swept away seem to be self-cultivation and meditation in this temple, adhering to the tradition of "returning the fallen leaves to their roots" and falling calmly.
The "male and female ginkgo" standing in front of Xiaoshui, the Qi Mei with its head held high, the huge canopy and the Ursa Major Hall complement each other, which is spectacular! Xiao was excited by the golden fan-shaped leaves all over the sky. This scene is so beautiful!
"'They have grown together for thousands of years.'
Yes, for a long time. '
I think they will live forever, will it last for ten thousand years? '
Ha ha, it's hard to say, a ten thousand-year-old tree. '
May they stand together for ten thousand years. '
We come to see them every year to see if they can live for 10 thousand years. '
But we won't live for ten thousand years ...'
Haha, our souls ...'
What you said is terrible! ... then you say, can they bless us? '
Of course, girl, they will bless us for a thousand years and ten thousand years. "
While the words were still ringing in his ears, Xiao looked at the layers of ginkgo leaves that covered half the sky and sighed. At the moment, she felt that Zhao Feng must be not far away.
"You wait for me." Xiao said gently.
Standing under the tree for a long time, a gust of wind blew, and two fan leaves fell and landed at Xiao's feet. Xiao crouched down, picked up the two leaves, held them in front of his eyes, but his eyes were not on the leaves, and drifted away to unknown places in vain. ...
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Packed up, with Zhao Feng's photo, two ginkgo leaves and the money left by Zhao Feng, with deep thoughts and love for Zhao Feng, Xiao resolutely embarked on the journey of finding Zhao Feng with firm strength and expectation. ...