What I want to say is that you still have the ability to finish college. Nowadays, many people in society have not even graduated from junior high school. You really don't need to feel inferior, because you never thought how many people have been envious of you. Reading more shows that you have that perseverance. I find that you have arranged your life well. You can tell by rereading senior four. I don't want to persuade you, because I don't think you need to. For many people, you are lucky. After I repeated my studies, I studied with my brother for six years. Because of physical reasons, I failed in the second grade. I was not much different from you now. I feel that the whole world has abandoned me and that God is unfair to me, because I have been healthy for only one year in more than 20 years and have to take medicine every day. Do you really think you need to convince me? I don't think you need it.