Let me quote a sentence first. "I don't regret it in this life, and I will never do it in the next life." Yes, that's the feeling. I just graduated this year. Looking back on what I have experienced in the past four years, I can't say that it is not wonderful or meaningless, but the whole process is very hard. Plus, I am not a very powerful person who can cope with all kinds of situations. The experience of four years in college is not good. There is a feeling that "you can get almost the same experience value and drop props, but you choose a copy that is not very fun". But the four years of growing vegetables have given me many unique things. I have no regrets. Personally, I felt a little too much, so I hid. Let me talk about my own experience slowly. ——————————————— First of all, in Cai Zhong, most people and things are "purposeful". Class, self-study, roll call, answer questions, make friends with teachers-participate in activities, participate in competitions, student work, volunteer, social practice for grades-for comprehensive exams (I will talk about it separately later). In fact, this is understandable, because the goal of most students is to "make themselves better", but some people work harder and others are lazy. But the problem is that when the whole environment you live in faces the surrounding things and evaluation standards in this way of thinking, people will inevitably become utilitarian. For example, as the postgraduate entrance examination approaches, some people will measure "what I can get in class and what I can get from studying in the library". When he thinks the latter is more valuable than the former, he will skip class without hesitation. This is something about top student. So for scum, it is also a part of scum. At the end of the term, it will be difficult to find a teacher to befriend, find a top student to hold his thighs and concentrate, and try to obtain his own interests in the most Chinese way. The same is true outside of study. Because Cai Zhong has a very unique "comprehensive evaluation system", under this evaluation system, many school activities and competitions are linked to comprehensive evaluation, so many people will ask "Do you want to add comprehensive evaluation?" Of course, taking part in any activity, besides the gains brought by the activity itself, it is certainly a good thing to get extra points in the comprehensive test. However, in the four years from my freshman year to my senior year, I slowly witnessed that from the very beginning, we were afraid to ask "whether to take the comprehensive test" when we participated in the activities, for fear that others would think that our motives were impure and would ask someone to ask. The notice issued by the class Committee will have additional instructions on whether to increase the comprehensive test, and the promotional materials of the activity will indicate whether to increase the comprehensive test ... I always feel a little sad to see the feeling that the activity itself is deteriorating a little. Then talk about this comprehensive test. I am willing to believe that in the early stage of the formulation of this system, the school must be out of good intentions, hoping to have a scientific, fair and reasonable system to measure the comprehensive quality of students; However, in the process of implementation, each college actually has its own bonus rules, which is really difficult to be fair (the author personally witnessed some students who transferred from other colleges to our college, and their overall level of comprehensive test in the first year of the original college was lower than that of our college, obviously they were excellent students, but their comprehensive test was very low, which caused great controversy in the general evaluation of insurance research), and more and more people found all loopholes that could be exploited, and then this comprehensive test was measured by this system. Annual scholarship, postgraduate qualification, outstanding graduates. For the second point, the author has something to say. Personally, I feel that Cai Zhong is really the name of the "central government" to some extent, which fully reflects the situation that some people rely on "relationship" rather than "strength" under the influence of the system. Maybe you will say that this kind of thing happens in every school. However, at least as far as I can see, in the process of communicating with students from other schools, I found that there are more such things than other schools, and there are more ... how to say, an open secret? Keep a secret. Everyone in the class and even the college knows who they are related to. Obviously, they are ignorant, but their achievements over the years have the moisture of China. Through what channels did they get all kinds of academic qualifications, and finally how did they get into graduate school? This is my personal experience. I just haven't decided whether to say it or not. In the words of a senior, "wait until the results come out, such as the list of insurance research." Certainly not what you think. " In the words of a classmate, "XX College has been focusing on deceiving students for 30 years." Of course, this refers to "ordinary students". I have to admit that there are indeed many opportunities to study in Cai Zhong, which can provide you with a stepping stone to see the world to some extent, but who do these opportunities belong to? Before you win them over, it's worth hesitating and stopping to think. In my opinion, Cai Zhong doesn't have such high humanistic feelings to pay attention to "the fundamental interests of the overwhelming majority of students". When I say this, I don't mean that those students who pursue Excellence and higher level are "overreaching". What I want to say is that before you take a step, you should consider what will happen if you fall behind. It is very likely that you will face a situation where there is no way out and no one cares. At least in my college, all kinds of competitions are highly respected, but when you drop out of the list halfway, teachers and counselors will not consider the reason that "I put a lot of energy into my previous activities, so I am lacking in some aspects." In fact, this is the truth of "purpose-oriented"-the universal value of Cai Zhong is to "use the limited energy to the maximum extent where it can play its value". It is really a school of finance. The principle of maximizing interests. After writing so much, looking back may not bring any value to the topic, because these are basically written for undergraduate life. Then write a little casually, as a relief to the friends who see here. Tell me something I don't regret. First, I would like to introduce a reason for recommending undergraduate courses to Cai Zhong. Well, after all, it has the geographical advantage of the imperial city. After all, there is a golden signboard in the center. Students from Cai Zhong come from all over the world, and their quality is also very high. In this way, you can easily find three kinds of people with strong sense of existence around you: top student's, capable and thoughtful. There are many OTZ in top student, Cai Zhong (especially several better colleges) ... but there are also many people of the latter two types. And I think the latter two kinds of people are the ones who can make your college life more interesting and meaningful. I'm not a school bully, but the latter two people have little contact, so I'm glad to meet friends who are like-minded in these areas. Fortunately, I saw such a big world in Cai Zhong and met so many different and the same people. There was a time when I met many unreasonable things. I was stumped to take part in a competition and met with a black box when applying for graduate students. At that time, I really thought the university was quite dark ... but it was because there were so many people around me who talked a lot with me and did a lot of interesting and meaningful things together. Of course, some people cheered me up and told me not to give up. That's why I can talk about my college for four years here calmly. It's also a different experience (laughs. So, to sum up. Cai Zhong is not suitable for people who are too angular and thoughtful. Cai Zhong can make the best screws, but it can't carve nuclear-powered ships of different shapes. Probably, if you leave Cai Zhong, many people will say, "You feel like Cai Zhong". Is it a good thing or a bad thing? Maybe it's good and bad. This also requires everyone's own, and time, to test. exceed