I never kissed before I went to college, so I only touched girls at most. As a result, I went to college and met a girl, a girl who made me very excited. Living in a dormitory, the girls in our dormitory are so open, almost all of them kiss at the beginning of school, but I just want to kiss her, but she doesn't seem to be very cold to me. I was so overbearing that I pushed her into the corner to kiss her, the kind that touched her mouth, and then I pulled it out. I cried, too, because she kissed other roommates, which was embarrassing. Then we all went home during the eleventh holiday. I've been thinking about her for eight days. I let her go back to school every day and wait for her to go back to school together. That night was that night! ! I'm angry again because she's playing with someone else. I want to be cool, so I pretend I'm not angry. She called me and asked me to come over. As soon as I finished washing, my face and mouth were wet, so I leaned on her bed and kissed her and said, I'm not angry. Good night. I was a little angry. Kissing her is a little heavy. After kissing, I looked up and looked into her eyes. The dormitory is closed, but I can still see her face clearly. She grabbed my wrist, don't go back tonight, sleep with me, I thought about it and agreed. The bed in the dormitory is so small, the quilt is single, and so is the pillow. I squeezed in and lay on her arm. She hugged me and we looked at each other. I wore a furry nightgown, and later she liked to touch it, so that I always felt that she just liked my nightgown, but didn't really like me, which was very wronged.

Anyway, we chatted that night, and finally I kissed her on the mouth when I was going to sleep. She said she was disdainful. I have never been in love, but she has, so she is experienced in kissing, at least better than me. I was angry when I saw her disdain, so I kissed her again, hard and heavy. She's still like that, cutting and pouting, my desire to win or lose. I also took a breath. I think I did well this time. I'm a little proud. She still, disdainfully said garbage, then suddenly buckled my head, my mouth kissed mine, and then my tongue stuck in it. My first kiss, I only remember the feeling that her tongue was greasy in my mouth, and my heart was pounding. My heart has never been beating so strongly, and I never do that again.

We made up again, hehe, it's really hard for two people to be together. Today, we have been together for 530 days, and we have quarreled and broken up countless times. Either I go to coax her, or she cries bitterly, which is so fragile.

She made me cry in class again yesterday. She told me a story. She bought a mobile phone card in junior high school, which was a 3g card at that time. Later, I issued a 4g card, which is a small card. She didn't bring her mobile phone, so she had to go home and cut it casually. Her mother said definitely not, really. It has been used for almost 10 years now, and I didn't understand her at that time. As a result, she wrote me another sentence, I think it will be very hard for her to be together. I can't show my love aboveboard, I'm afraid of being discovered by others, and I'm worried that there is no future, but these hardships are nothing compared with the happiness together.