Since you are a painter, you must talk about your painting experience.
Simply put,
Senior one began to learn painting, using weekends after school and winter and summer vacations.
After half a year's training in Changsha, senior three was admitted to the University of Fine Arts.
After work, I worked as a children's art teacher for nearly two years and studied with children for two years.
2065438+In June and August of 2007, I went to Shuangxi twice for more than a month. I received the re-education of Lin Zhenglu's teacher "Everyone is an artist", learned the self-certification system of life, and called myself a Didi painter.
My painting course is like my name, diu diu. At first, the name was just because I like throwing things, but later it was found to have two meanings. The first is passive. Everything I don't want to throw away, including visible objects and invisible thoughts and feelings, is always lost because of my ignorance. The second loss is to lose, and it is active. Including visible sundries and invisible ideological and emotional burdens, we must lose them in self-awareness, self-examination and self-insight.
And my painting is also such a process from passive to active.
The original intention of learning painting is because I like it, but when I really started my professional study, the purpose became utilitarian for the college entrance examination.
So high school painting is for the college entrance examination.
It's really hard to look back at the devil's training in the art test when you are admitted to college.
When I was in college, I began to doubt the significance of learning to draw. Is it to become a painter? Generally speaking, to be a painter is to die of poverty. Is it to find a job? There seems to be no better choice for our major than to be an art teacher. If you want to be a teacher, you must improve your professional skills.
Therefore, college painting is only to complete the homework assigned by the teacher and improve professional skills.
It was in my graduation creation that I really painted for myself and liked it. I chose my favorite thing, the hat. I drew 12 hats with different artistic conception, including telephone poles, jungles, branches, chairs in parks, lakes, seabed, stone roads, starry sky, rainbow universe, bicycles on the Great Wall and so on. It took 12 days from the beginning to the completion of the creation. I like my work very much, and so do many people who saw it at the graduation exhibition. I said in my graduation defense: "This graduation creation is only the beginning of my creation." Because this creation made me really love painting.
Let me find that I can paint for my love and feelings.
Before graduation, I began to draw a picture every day and drew two notebooks, which lasted for more than 100 days.
That was the first time I insisted on painting every day. At that time, the paintings were relatively filed. I recorded my food, my bed, my books, the gifts I received, the roads I walked, the plants I raised, my work, my travels and the people I met.
After graduation, I didn't insist on painting for a long time! When I picked up the brush again, I announced that Didi wanted to paint in order to become a painter.
At first, I formed a group and drew all the beautiful things. Later, I developed into a group and showed pictures. Later, there was a good newspaper group.
Then let's focus on the plots of Diu Diu painter and Haobao school.
At first, because the reporter and Mel insisted on painting, and the writing group had been established, I proposed to the reporter to set up a painting group. In March, the newspaper painting group was established. I was one of the four review teachers in the first and second phases.
By the time the third painting group started, I had resigned and decided to be a full-time resident teacher who reported to the painting group.
During that time, I began to paint nine times a day. I feel that I am beginning to love painting crazily. I want to draw a lot of pictures every day. On the one hand, I want to be a painter. If the quality can't be reached, I will win by quantity. On the other hand, due to the pressure of life, I need an outlet to vent my feelings.
So I draw nine times a day. I paint to accumulate quantity and vent my feelings.
When I went to Shuangxi, like many people, I had the idea of finding martial arts secrets. It is said that people here can draw something super realistic in three days, which people can't draw in their whole lives. It is said that they only need to learn a so-called optical principle, and the knot is weak and bright.
I think I am a soul painter. If I can master such magical secrets of martial arts again, I will be invincible and can make a living by selling paintings.
I'm going to ask Mr. Linda for re-education, not to mention three days, thinking that with my comprehension ability, I can learn enough in one week and return home with a full load.
In fact, it really proves that I learned surrealism on the 6th floor and 7th floor in three days, and a "Diu Shen Deng" conquered many people. Teacher Lin also praised my success!
The first time I went to Shuangxi, I stayed longer than I expected. On the one hand, there are not enough paintings and too many obstacles in the work. On the other hand, I haven't learned enough. I find that painting is more important than painting, which is the thought of teacher Lin and my own self-certification system. I just touched it. I don't understand it at all. Besides, I really can't bear to part with this place. There are too many unfinished destinies.
So, of course, I will go for the second time.
I resigned for the second time and planned to concentrate on painting for a month. I found that I had gone too long and my soul couldn't keep up. I haven't listened to my heart for a long time, and I haven't asked myself why I paint, why I work, why I live, and what my ideal life looks like.
I find that what I have been looking for, chasing and panicking can't be seen or doesn't exist at all. You are surprised to find that everything you do is in vain. You are like a headless fly, and you have lost your way.
That month is like a lifetime, just like we often have illusions, and it feels like a century when we sleep!
That month was more than I thought in 24 years.
Words spoken, wine drunk, songs sung, poems read, pictures drawn, steps run, mountains seen, books read, tears shed, faces smiled and leaves picked up are all engraved in the memory of people we know and cannot be erased.
That I often feel that I am living in a TV series or a dream.
From the first day of my second visit to Shuangxi, I knew that I only painted for myself, in order to see a complete self.
I just found out that painting can't be learned in three days. I draw one a day, at most, even 30 a day. After painting for more than a year, I feel more and more unfathomable in the painting world, and I feel that I still have more and more far-reaching development space. I'm afraid I'll never learn. Time is so precious that I just want to leave as many works as possible in my lifetime and describe my life as wonderfully as possible.
I just found out that when you really love painting, you really don't have to insist. Now it's hard not to draw for a day. For me, painting is more important than eating. I found that I don't want to sell paintings for a living anymore. I think my wish has become to earn money to support my works, instead of letting my works support me.
Yes, my works are my children's, even all my own works in Qian Qian. I won't give up selling any of them, even if I'm too poor to pay the rent.
I don't know if you understand, but finally, what do I paint for?
Finally, I painted for bravery.
In fact, painting is also very simple. As long as you draw with your heart, what you draw is a work with unique vitality.
Stick to one thing and fall in love with it.
You will find that ta will always bring you more happiness than you pay.
You will find that you are like a bamboo that has accumulated energy for three or five years, growing at a speed of two feet a day.
You will find that you never know what the theme of your life will become tomorrow or the next moment.