Like you, my family is poor and my parents have different personalities. My brother and I have lived with our father since childhood. But I have never felt inferior because I am poor, because I am excellent in other aspects. I think you should first see your own advantages. Poverty will not follow you all your life, and if you feel that you are not studying well and behaving improperly, no one dares to say that you are poor and respect you.

Since you have been admitted to the university, it means that you are doing well in your studies, and others will not stop making friends with you because you have no money. The students in this university are very easygoing. After going to college, we also have a source to increase our income. You can be a tutor and make money with knowledge. Or you can work part-time on Saturday and Sunday without delaying your study. That's what I do. I study hard and do part-time jobs when I have time. Then the university can apply for a poverty grant, which is basically to support itself.

There is nothing to be ashamed of, and there is nothing to feel inferior about, because at the root, we were born with nothing, even those rich children were bought by their parents with sweat, not by his own efforts. So I think you should change your attitude towards poverty first. Poverty does not mean that a person is worthless. Real poverty is that you have no intimate friends and no education. Your real value is the intangible things such as knowledge, knowledge and contacts in your stomach.

Now that the society is developing so well, we have many ways to improve our lives, and our future life will be better. So you should establish self-confidence, self-confidence makes people progress. I suggest that when you go to college, you can make more friends, take part in more activities, experience yourself in the student union and find the value of your existence. Only when you look down on poverty will you naturally get out of the shadow of poverty.