Everyone has a dream and an ideal university. At the swearing-in meeting before the college entrance examination, many people shouted their struggle slogans, hoping to shout out their dreams in this way. Some people say that "high-profile people often don't have high-profile capital", but why are high-profile people questioned and attacked by groups? Is there no room for dazzling people in this world? We must pledge our dreams with high profile, and then strive to have the capital that matches our high profile. However, not everyone in the world is the protagonist of the novel, and everyone can counterattack from the difficult fate and live in the sun. Some people gradually find themselves left behind in the struggle for the college entrance examination. The heavy academic pressure made their spirit unbearable, and eventually they regretted giving up or taking risks and embarked on a different path.

In 2003, Bai Yang was nineteen. He was born in Sichuan. He is from Sichuan. That year, he was a student in Grade Three of No.9 Middle School. Many people have passed Grade Three in concentration of exercises, and Bai Yang is no exception. As time went on, a thick stack of books piled up on his desk. But in the process of reviewing for the college entrance examination, he gradually got a bitter feeling. He saw many peers around him, and they were undoubtedly excellent. Their grades are very good. They are really good. They can relax in the heavy schoolwork. These people can always be admitted to top universities. On the other hand, he obviously previewed a lot of content, but he didn't understand the threshold of learning and couldn't get into the school he wanted to go to. Later, he felt more irritable, so he thought of many ways to overcome his irritability. Whenever he doesn't want to review, he will think of the efforts made by others in the struggle for the college entrance examination. As long as he thinks of the way others continue to read safely, he will take a deep breath and open the book helplessly. This state lasted for a long time, but it was not a good idea to squeeze his heart blindly, so his life finally collapsed before the college entrance examination.

In the spring of 2003, No.9 Middle School held the last make-up exam before the college entrance examination. Make-up exams are basically in line with the college entrance examination. The true level of many students will be reflected in this exam. If they don't do well in this make-up exam, they may not be able to enter the university, and Bai Yang didn't do well in this exam. After getting the results, he was very confused. He thought it was a joke to study hard at the cold window for many years. It would be a joke if he didn't get into the school he wanted to go to. So, in the early morning of June 5th, Bai Yang decided to take risks and test the college entrance examination papers in the most illegal way, so as to protect his college entrance examination in advance. He decided to sneak into Nanchong nanbu county Education Bureau and steal the college entrance examination papers.

Bai Yang belongs to the kind of person who doesn't like to study hard, but he is very clever. When he made this theft plan, he was very meticulous. He not only stepped on the spot twice, but also planned a careful plan. I also made a field trip and got to know the security guards of the Education Bureau. At six o'clock in the morning, he turned off the power of the alarm in the secret room and climbed over the window to enter the secret room. It is said that "the snake swallows the elephant because it lacks people's heart", which is vividly reflected in Bai Yang. Because he wanted to cover everything, he took away the test papers of every subject. How can so many test papers be stolen at the same time without arousing suspicion?

So in the afternoon, the people in the Education Bureau found that many papers were missing, and they were keenly aware that someone had stolen the college entrance examination papers. Who would make such a self-destructive move? People from the Education Bureau quickly called the police for this, hoping that the police would catch the criminals. The police began to investigate closely and seized surveillance along the road to trace the thief.

At this time, although Bai Yang didn't know that his behavior had been exposed, he was guilty, so when reading the stolen test paper, he was playing drums in his heart and didn't dare to look at the topic at will. He always feels that every word on this test paper has become a verdict, leaving him nowhere to escape. Later, when he was reading the topic of Chinese composition, he chose to destroy the test paper and all the crimes before he could read other topics. However, destroying the tools of crime seems to be a remedy after the sheep is dead, which is of no practical use, but he was lucky at that time. It was not until he went to the examination room and got the test paper that he suddenly knew that his behavior had led to a series of chain consequences. For example, the college entrance examination paper has been replaced by a backup paper, and he is a little dumbfounded in the face of strange questions, but when he thinks that he is safe when he comes, he calmly answers all the questions and plays fairly stably.

Some time later, Bai Yang was arrested by Nanchong police. He also received a verdict and was sentenced to seven years in prison for violating state secrets. Seven years later, Bai Yang finally left the prison, but he never wanted to go to school. He didn't want to go to school, so he began to work and move bricks on the construction site, which made people feel embarrassed: he studied hard for ten years, but he got such a situation.

If Bai Yang encourages himself to work hard in other areas and tap more potential space to motivate himself, he may achieve some good results. For example, he could have retaliated by taking the postgraduate entrance examination after failing the college entrance examination. The student's study career is short, but if he keeps his study state well, he can fly first and realize the class leap. Therefore, his desperate behavior because of food suffocation seems to have appeared.