I am silent.
Many times after the year, many friends and classmates talked about Mr. Liu's physical condition. After sighing, they blessed him, but they never dared to visit him at the bedside. They hesitated many times until today.
For many of my teachers, I basically belong to the category of "unworthy to be a disciple"-I seldom walk around after graduation, even though I often miss my heart.
Teacher Liu is the head of our department. But it's strange that I never seem to call him "Director Liu" or "Liu Jiaoshou". It's always faint and gentle-Miss Liu!
When we were in school, there were many old gentlemen in the department, such as Mr. Pan Bogeng, Mr. Zhang Chengxin, Mr. Deng Caibiao, Mr. Lu Youquan, Mr. Cheng Xuechao, Mr. Wang and Mr. Liu ... I never liked to "evaluate" anyone, but today the image of these old gentlemen, especially their seriousness, persistence and responsibility in class.
Later, young teachers Wang Tan, Wei Wei and Yu Shusheng appeared in our class ... Many of them continued the demeanor of a group of old gentlemen, being outspoken, seeking truth from facts and profound. ...
Later, with the expansion of university enrollment, there were more young faces, and social agitation gradually poured into the ivory tower. I don't have much contact with the Education Bureau. Once the ivory tower is opened, just like snooker moving to the street, some tastes will eventually change.
After retirement, Mr. Liu worked in the teaching department of the affiliated middle school for a period of time. At that time, he often contacted and listened to his feelings and experiences of contacting front-line teachers and schools as a university professor. I insisted on not engaging in large-scale activities in the early days, but chose to go deep into the school. On the one hand, it is related to my personal character, on the other hand, it is inspired and inspired by Teacher Liu.
One year before SARS, I also listened to a class given to graduate students by Teacher Liu for one semester. Reading glasses and workers' handwritten notes for preparing lessons (he seems to have been writing on stationery all the time) are still very serious and thoughtful, which is in stark contrast to some "teachers" who sell notes and don't show up in class all semester.
In the summer of 20 13, there was a "Twenty Years of Graduation" party in our class, and Teacher Liu also participated in the discussion. At that time, his hair was all white, and he spoke with a hint of sadness.
Later, for many reasons, I became more and more distant from my teachers, so I only listened to Ban Yang and Lao Sui occasionally while my classmates were drinking. I have never been there again.
University, with the flavor of "university", has gradually disappeared.
Teacher Liu left, and as an unworthy disciple (in fact, it is said that only "graduate students" are teachers' "disciples"), a lot of feelings suddenly welled up in my heart.
Wandering around the edge of primary education for many years, many words of teachers are extremely difficult to realize. This is what I really think of as "corruption".
In recent years, teachers and friends have gradually become more and more "people who have left", suddenly panicking and facing life and death.
Teacher Liu, go!
Teacher Liu is eternal!
The students will see you off on Saturday the day after tomorrow. !