Your situation reminds me of high school. At that time, I just entered the first year of high school and was also a boarding school. I have three days off at the end of each month. I was not used to it when I first moved into school, and I was particularly homesick. Cry in class, don't want to eat, and are not used to sleeping. I think the whole school is strange. Every day, I think about how to find a reason to ask for leave to go home, and even go to the principal's office to ask him to change the system of three days a month to one day a week. Every school holiday is wonderful, and I feel that these three days have been very special. I still procrastinate and don't want to go to school.

But always asking for leave from school is not the way to make parents angry and teachers disappointed, so it is even more impossible to drop out of school, because people always have to learn to be independent and grow up slowly. No matter what you do in the future, you will leave home one day and leave your parents' protection. If you drop out of school just because you are homesick, you will not be reconciled. Then I began to make many friends slowly, concentrate on my studies, think of some happy things, and try to like my roommate and my dormitory. After a long time, I gradually became less homesick than before. Be sure to open your heart and let friends and homework fill your life. Only when you find a sense of belonging at school will you not be so homesick all the time. I have experienced it personally, so I know that this process is very difficult. I guess you don't want to go to school because you just started school for a month, today is Sunday and you have lived at home for a long time. You are still young and can understand this homesickness, but you must stick to it. You are the top three in the school. Your parents must be very proud of you. You will get used to learning as a pleasure. My sister is always homesick at school now. That's how I enlightened her. Hehe, I hope it will help you, too.