First, because you abandoned you when you were pregnant, and your pregnancy was caused by him, then love rat is definitely the only one who abandoned you at this time. Don't be too sad, because it makes you see a person clearly, brake in time, don't go any further with him, waste your youth, and don't be too nostalgic.

Second, we must deal with pregnancy. If your family doesn't agree to your birth, and then you are still in college, I suggest you abort the child. Abortion is not a big deal. You should choose a regular hospital, and then let your family or friends accompany you. After the operation, I suggest you confinement for half a month. After all, health is the most important thing.

Thirdly, regarding the money for the operation, I suggest you ask this person for it. After all, he also has absolute responsibility for this matter. If he is unwilling to pay, he can ask his parents for it. By the way, let his parents know what kind of person he is, and don't feel ashamed and embarrassed. It's all over. It's understandable.

Fourth, you are in good health after the operation. You should study hard, live a good life, improve your own value, make yourself better, make that man regret it, and leave him alone in the future.

Fifth, it's almost time to wait. If you meet the right boy, you can start a new relationship well. Don't feel inferior. Communicate well with boys. If he really likes you, it's acceptable. If he doesn't, it means he doesn't really want to be with you.

I usually chat with people at home. The people who love themselves the most are always their parents. In the most difficult times, they will also save themselves. Finally, I hope you don't think too much and come out early. Good luck.