You know, there are people outside the world, and now you are completely different from before. You can talk so much, which shows that you are developing in a good direction. It is a good thing that you have changed your attitude towards life through your previous three work experiences. In particular, you mentioned that there were many people in the second company, which made you feel a little frustrated. In fact, you may just be a frog in the well, and you may be in 10. Some knowledge can't be learned at school, for example, you can only learn the knowledge of textbooks at school, but you can't learn the working methods in society. You will come into contact with a wide range of things after entering the society, so this is the starting point of your life after graduation from school. You should let go of your lofty ideals, learn to start from scratch, be diligent and eager to learn, be ashamed to ask questions, think more and accept criticism with an open mind. Nowadays, people majoring in language are everywhere. Now that you can realize that the first three jobs were not in vain. It also shows that you have great potential, and some people will not realize it when they change their jobs at 10. Your future is in your own hands. Come on, work hard in one direction, and a bright future awaits you. The above answer is just my humble opinion. Please forgive me for being rude.