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People, from birth, have been looking for the meaning of life and the love of life, stumbling all the way.
Time and time again, the final search result is.
During this long search,
Some people give up without fighting.
Some people are wandering around in the same place, more confused.
Some people are struggling in pain and have no choice but to let go.
However, in this world, there are always others, even though their eyes are covered with fog and their hands are covered with blood, there is still a star in their hearts and a clear direction, coming from the fog.
*
"You choose." My father pointed to the small sign standing at the entrance of the university registration, turned and stood beside the luggage pile, frowned and turned to look at the endless crowd in front of him.
I looked at the sign, which read:
"Professional choice:
international trade
computer
……"
At this moment, my heart is surprisingly calm. I know very well that the choice now is related to a completely different fate in the future.
After a brief battle between heaven and man, I turned to my father and said, "Computer."
"Are you sure?" Father turned around.
I watched him nod.
The oncoming wind at the end of August is still the mania of summer.
"Very good." Father patted me on the shoulder and plunged into the long queue at the registration office.
At eleven o'clock in the morning, we stood in the lobby of the baggage claim area, staring at a lot of new daily necessities next to the luggage pile, frowning.
A soft and clear voice gently sounded: "Are you going to the girls' dormitory? I'll take you there. "
I looked up, and a senior in light casual clothes came to us, smiling in the sun.
My father nodded with a smile, asked him about his school and followed him to the girls' dormitory. I walk on the other side of my father.
When we got to the dormitory hall, he put down his things, said goodbye to his father politely, and then turned to me, "goodbye, junior." I nodded slowly.
*
When my father opened the door of 505, the room was not only filled with harsh white light, but also had a strange feeling. I think this door opens a new world.
But I don't remember the appearance of the gentle senior just now. The gentle voice was instantly mixed with other voices and inseparable.
There are already several students and parents in the dormitory.
At first glance, I saw a burly man with a fat ass crawling on the upper bunk, stroking the blue and white sheets with his fat hands wearing two or three heavy gold rings, and a gold necklace with a thick little finger hanging from the shirt mouth open on his chest.
Only when he reached my empty bed did he climb down from the upper bunk carefully. Under his grasp, the slender iron bed rod creaked painfully, and the whole upper and lower bedsteads were pulled away from the wall.
"hey!" With a bang, he jumped to the ground with a heavy foot, and the bedstead finally got rid of it, trembling and hitting the wall, being bounced back and shaking.
He squeezed a big smile on his dark face and greeted his father politely. Father put down his things and handed him a cigarette with a smile.
My eyes met the petite girl in a yellow skirt behind him. She smiled shyly at me, and I grinned habitually. Lucy once said that my smile is always spontaneous, so bright, but it is extremely cold and arrogant in my bones, which is even more biting than the cold wind in Siberia.
In a short time, I knew that this girl was Sun.
My father quickly made my bed, exchanged pleasantries with two other parents and students in the dormitory, and then took me downstairs to the canteen in a hurry. He must catch the train back after four in the afternoon.
The first meal in college, I ate a lot.
My father confessed something with trepidation while eating. I listened absently and felt uneasy about my future life.
"Study hard and fall in love later." Father looked up at me.
I nodded.
Father poured another glass of beer and held the glass in silence for a while. "In the future, you can only rely on yourself."
"hmm." He raised his head and drank the wine in the cup at one breath.
Staring at the back of my father's departure, I have mixed feelings.
With a sigh, my heel turned 45 degrees. Looking at the only dormitory building with a little impression, my confusion and anxiety spread more and more.
*
Entering 505, the parents have already withdrawn, and all four friends are standing or sitting on the railing of the balcony, overlooking the freshmen and parents coming and going downstairs. There is a big playground with a wide view on the balcony. Sitting in the dormitory facing south, watching the shadow of the sun shine on the ground. I think the dormitory can be covered in sunshine all day in autumn and winter.
I went over and said, "What are you doing?" The hour hand has pointed to 1: 30.
No sooner had I put my hand on the railing than Mo Xinjie, who was slightly affectionate, said to us, "Let's go shopping!" "
Although it is still very strange, everyone jumped up with joy when they heard this sentence and responded in succession.
Wang said with some hesitation, "But it's not here ..."
Mo Xinjie turned into the dormitory, quickly packed her bags and said, "Nothing, I haven't seen her since this morning."
I went to the bed, opened my backpack and looked out at my upper bunk, where there were neat quilts and sheets. I tidied my bag and zipped it. "Let's go!"
*
The college is located in the eastern suburb development zone of C city, and there is a separate local bus to the entrance of the college, which is opposite to the university town in the west across the vast business circle.
This international school of economics is an "aristocratic school". As long as you have money, you can come in. Of course, there is the lowest score, but it is far less than one book and two books. But the tuition fee is two or three times that of one or two books.
We got off at a small business district between the school and the university town. There are large supermarkets in this business district, including M Chicken, Keye and Clothing Street. There are many stores, the price is low, the quality is slightly poor, and there are not many places to go.
However, in the process of eating and shopping, everyone's strangeness gradually dissipated and the distance quickly narrowed.
After visiting more than a dozen small shops, everyone bought some snacks and daily necessities more or less, and soon returned to school very intimately.
*
In the evening, it was the first class to get to know each other, and six of us girls-as well as Fansi-walked into the brightly lit computer teaching building.
When I first saw "Homesickness" in the dormitory, I was dazzled by her strange and avant-garde fashion style: visual observation 168cm, one-inch board, black jeans tights, a golden eagle flying on a black T, a dazzling diamond-like earring on the right ear, a thick silver chain hanging around her neck, and the pendant is an ivory relief of Guevara's head.
We six girls stood at the door, all stunned. Then I looked back at the 2-6 sign at the door of the classroom, and then looked down at the note in my hand. Yes, it's 2 to 6. But I can't get rid of it. The whole class is black, all boys.
Finally, Fansi walked into the classroom first, so I had to go in with a frown. Wang He and Mo Xinjie walked behind. The classroom that was noisy just now suddenly quieted down, and I felt that the eyes of the whole world were on us.
Breathing seems to be getting cautious.
When I walked past the podium, I raised my cold eyes and glanced at my classmates. I accidentally bumped into a pair of clear and bright eyes among boys wearing various colors. My eyes-either out of arrogance or stubbornness-kept staring at these eyes until I sat in my seat.
When our group sat down, the classroom began to be noisy again. The boys around us are talking enthusiastically with Mo Xinjie and Yue. I sat behind them with Fansi, and no one dared to strike up a conversation: Fansi looks cool, and I'm as cold as ice.
I never thought there were so few girls in the computer department. This must be a national treasure.
A middle-aged man, with a few sheets of A4 paper in his hand, dressed simply and with a stubble on his face, walked into the classroom and stepped onto the platform. When he walked onto the stage, the noise in the classroom gradually quieted down.
He put down his paper, glanced around the classroom with delighted eyes and said, "Good evening, everyone! My name is Husai, and I am your head teacher for these four years. "
He turned around and smartly wrote a big name on the blackboard. Then I gently threw the chalk into the powder trough and turned around and said, "I am very happy to tutor you for four years." I hope that everyone will grow and progress together in these four years. "
At first, there were sporadic applause from the audience, and then instant warm applause resounded throughout the classroom.
Teacher Hu smiled and raised his hands to signal silence. He said: "I believe everyone has found that the ratio of male to female in our class is seriously unbalanced. The girls in our class are all national treasures. Everyone should take care of the girls in our class in the future. "
"good! No problem. " Someone in the audience shouted back and everyone burst into laughter.
The girl in front turned shyly to look at the girl next to her, or simply lowered her head and buried her face. Sifan and I turned to look out of the window.
This class has chosen a monitor, a vice monitor and a dormitory director.
The monitor is a capable boy with round eyes and curly hair-Wang Wei, with a figure of about 173cm.
The vice monitor is a northern boy-Leo, whose height is 180cm.
The person in charge of our dormitory is Wang. We can see that she is easy-going and easy-going.
The class teacher finally explained a few words about tomorrow's military training. At nine o'clock, the bell rang, the class was neat, and everyone went back to the dormitory.
Fansi was the first person to walk out of the classroom. I caught a glimpse of the black back, stayed in the classroom with the dormitory administrator and them for a while, and then walked out of the classroom together.
When walking in the evening breeze, everyone chatted with interest about the boys and the head teacher in the class. The teaching building and the girls' dormitory are very close, and they will go downstairs soon.
A boy in blue jeans and a gray T 180 leans on the embossed white wall next to the dormitory building, with a slight sea hanging down to cover his shining eyes.
The roommate who walked in front watched him whisper and set foot on the steps of the dormitory door.
I patted the person in charge of the dormitory walking side by side and whispered, "You go first, I have something to do."
The head of the dormitory looked at the boy staring at us, smiled at me, waved and chased my roommate who had entered the dormitory hall.
*
I stood there looking at him and smiled.
The night wind swept the skin with the fragrance of osmanthus. He smiled and watched me step by step. "I was surprised to hear that you chose the computer department."
He took my hand, "why not choose ITC? You know I chose Guo Mao. "
I quickly looked around, and most of the students after school walked back to the dormitory through this road.
I quickly pulled out my hand and said, "Let's go for a walk."
He hesitated for a moment, then turned and walked forward with me.
I said, "Of these two majors, I like computers."
He said, "Hey? Well, it doesn't matter whether you like it or not. Anyway, we are now in a college, and it is very convenient to meet. "
I nodded.
We went through the square of the girls' dormitory, up a small slope, through the gate of the third canteen, along the avenue, up a slope, through the central avenue, downhill, and headed for the boys' dormitory. The lower the line of sight, the wider the field of vision. Without walking a few steps, I saw a lotus pond in the shade. The cobblestone path next to the lotus pond twists and turns and disappears in the depths of the forest shadow.
He took my hand. I didn't take it out this time. He gently pulled me to the path.
A street lamp is erected every five meters along the path, long chairs stand sparsely on both sides of the path, and students walk in twos and threes in the Woods, either gay friends or boyfriends, such as us.
When you step on pebbles, your feet are smooth and prickly. The nose is full of more fragrant osmanthus and lotus flowers.
He gently squeezed my palm and said as he walked, "Let's have dinner after class every night and play together on weekends, ok?"
I was silent for a while. "Let's go out to play together when you are free at the weekend. We just started school, and I want to focus on my studies first. "
There was silence, and we continued to walk hand in hand to the lotus pond, and the lotus fragrance became stronger and stronger.
"Well, very good." He paused. "How can I find you?"
I turned around, took his hand, walked backwards and said with a smile, "don't you have a BB machine?" I am looking for you. "
We came to a dark corner. He passed me with a smile, put his chin on my shoulder and said softly, "Thank you for coming to this college with me and choosing to be with me."
I leaned stiffly on his shoulder. "Well, I also thank you for choosing me."
Lucy sent me back to the girls' dormitory again. Downstairs, he looked at me with reluctant eyes, but I smiled and shook hands with him.
He gestured to me in the dark. I tried to get him to leave, but he refused.
So repeatedly, I finally beat him. I smiled and waved to him and turned to go upstairs.
*
Open the door of 505, and everyone will revolve around me like discovering a new continent.
Mo Xinjie said, "Hey, Yi Xing, you are great. Everyone is single, but you immediately caught an idol man. Tell us what to do? "
Wang echoed: "Yes, yes, tell us quickly."
I pushed them away, glanced at the head of the dormitory, went to the balcony, searched repeatedly on the straight avenue downstairs with my eyes, and finally locked the familiar gray spot moving on the slope of the girl's dormitory in front.
They surrounded the balcony and everyone locked the gray spot with their eyes.
"Yo yo, stars, you can't see, so soon in love, this person is your hometown lover over there? Come on, what's his situation? Which department is it? " Mo Xinjie tortured me.
The dormitory leader added fuel to the fire: "Come on, what happened to that handsome guy?"
I turned around and took a look at Fansi, who was sitting on my upper bunk, watching music with a big earphone holder. Should this guy go to the music department?
I went to the bed and took out the camouflage clothes to wear tomorrow. I said, "I used to think I was my sister's brother, but I became a boyfriend six months ago, and it was purple."
Mo Xinjie put his hand on the edge of my desk and asked eagerly, "Which department is it from? So handsome, is there a buddy to introduce us? "
I grabbed my pajamas and towel, turned around and looked at Sun with interest. I sighed helplessly: "He is from Guomao and has two brothers. A man named Zhao is also an international trade student in our college and has no girlfriend yet. The other is Wu Hua and his girlfriends in other colleges in the university town. "
Mo Xinjie bypassed the table, grabbed my arm and flashed his eyes: "Art Star, please introduce me."
I opened her warm hand and freshened her up. As I walked to the bathroom, I said, "I know there are so many boys in our computer, and so many people are interested in you tonight." Is it worthwhile to have fat water flowing out? "
"I sweat and forget the value of our computer department."
I put my toothbrush in my mouth and brushed it twice. I looked back at Mo Xinjie, who was lying on the bathroom door with a whining face. With a toothbrush in my mouth, I couldn't help laughing.