After more than 20 years of education, the concept of sex has already entered the brain. However, with the passage of time, the disturbance of the world and the invasion of decadent culture, the concept of self-awareness has been strengthened and weakened, especially in recent years, there have been some bad performances such as weakening enterprising consciousness, deteriorating performance and self-requirement. After studying in * school for more than a month, I deeply realized the classroom requirements of * * * * "excellent faith, excellent politics, excellent responsibility, excellent ability and excellent style"; Go to Chen's former residence in Yiwu to receive patriotism and sex education; Go to Fangyan, Yongkang to learn the precepts of Hu Ze's family and accept the incorruptible culture of "serving as an official and benefiting one party"; I went to * * for six days of sexual exercise, which purified my mind, washed my soul, gained strength and inspired my spirit. Compared with my ancestors, I deeply reflect on myself and feel ashamed.
The problem lies in four aspects:
First, I am not diligent in reading and eager to dig wells. Although I am well aware of the importance of learning, I often urge myself to "learn without stopping, and stop." But think about it carefully, the consciousness of learning is not as good as before. I have been paying attention to the innovative theoretical research of *, but in recent years, I sometimes "pull out the abacus beads one by one and move". Even if they learn, they still "float on the surface one by one" and often "spoon feed the Buddha's feet" until they learn the essence.
Second, it is ineffective and smooth. Satisfied with step by step, with the idea of "not seeking success, but seeking nothing", sweep the snow in front of the door and mind your own business, thinking that nothing will happen, preferring to do less. For work innovation, although there are ideas from time to time, they often "see the thunder but not the rain"; Although there is no lack of enthusiasm, it is often hot and cold; Although it was fruitful, it was not used to guide the work.
The third is to lead without guidance and be independent. Although I can set an example in my work at ordinary times, take the lead in setting an example and do a good job of myself, as a leader in charge of clean government and cadre and personnel work, I lack spirit and initiative, and I am lax in the education, management and supervision of my subordinates. I always count on and rely on the "number one", which makes the work style construction of the unit useless.
Fourth, if you are false, you will avoid the heavy and be light. We can try our best to finish the work arranged by our superiors and the work we are in charge of, but we are often satisfied with meeting, issuing documents, ineffective follow-up guidance, supervision and inspection, too much flooding, and too little precise drip irrigation, which leads to the prosperity of some work.
Dig into the root cause, there are four points:
First, there is a vague idea that the future is not bright when you are old. It is often said that "30-year-old officials, 40-year-old side, 50-year-old leisure." His position has reached the ceiling, his promotion space is limited, and his career is not extravagant. Therefore, his enterprising consciousness is weakened, his motivation for progress is insufficient, and he deviates a little from the balance between his own interests and personal interests. Personal career has grown, and thoughts have begun to suffer.
Second, there is a negative psychology of "being an official as a deputy and being as comfortable as possible". For the deputy, there is a saying like this: "What do you mean when people ask you how much work you have? I feel embarrassed because I have done less work; So do some work, meaning. " Over the years, I have had such negative thoughts at work. I look forward to my work, shrink back, simply think less, manage less and do less, making my work easier and easier.
Third, there is a fear of "drumming in marginal departments". I always think that I am in a marginal unit, not a core department, and there is little work in the contact center. Most of the problems reflected by the situation I have mastered can only be circled in the periphery, which is difficult to attract the attention and attention of leaders and cannot enter the decision-making level, so I slowly have no intention to think and act.
Fourth, there is a bad mentality of "jumping ship and standing still". As a regimental demobilized cadre, he enjoys full-time salary at the county level, and his actual position is arranged at the deputy division level. I feel that the local government is also trying its best to implement the resettlement policy of * * *, and it is not easy to make further progress, so I feel that everything can be done.
The problem and reason are clear, and the target is in front of us. How to "shoot the target"? I think the focus should be on four aspects: training the mind and raising the benchmark:
First, youth is gone, but passion is still there. "Sang Yu is late, and it is still full of twilight." Old people still have such enterprising spirit, not to mention us. You can't chase yesterday, but you can still chase tomorrow. In the days to come, I will correct my thoughts, broaden my horizons, and always maintain a vigorous, progressive, pioneering and innovative vitality. No matter what age, I still think, beg and do things. This is not only responsible for my career, but also for myself. I can be proactive when I make progress, and I will be responsible for my own safety when I retire.
Second, the deputy, * member is. Although I am a deputy, I always remember that the glorious title of "* * *" is always positive. No matter when and where, always follow * *, improve ideological accomplishment, standardize words and deeds, firmly establish the "four consciousnesses", adhere to Do not forget your initiative mind, move on, constantly play the leading role of leading cadres in their posts, and do their best for the cause of *.
Third, the body is on the edge, and the heart can be centered. Although I am not in the general department, our work is not the center, but the influence center; Not the overall situation, but the overall situation. We should do something around the center, fully implement the general requirements of "building a growth pole, building a metropolitan area and being a good respondent", vigorously carry forward and practice the Jinhua spirit in the new era, give full play to our expertise in observation and love of thinking, actively offer suggestions and suggestions, and do our best to contribute to winning nine hard battles.
Fourth, limited progress and unlimited struggle. In the early days of the founding of the People's Republic of China and the great period of the founding of the People's Republic of China, many famous generals such as * * * * * gave up the preferential treatment of the state to participate in * * *; During the period of * *, many outstanding talents gave up the comfortable life in the home front and came to * *. Have they made progress for themselves? Obviously not! They are for the cause of saving the country and the people, for the happiness of the people. Therefore, although my progress is limited and my future is not bright, I will fight for the people and the cause of the people. Only by integrating personal struggle into the great cause of the country and the nation, advancing with the motherland and advancing with the times can we make our life more brilliant.