My hometown is a small city in the north, and my childhood is very happy. Although there was a shortage of land and work at home, the appreciation from my grandfather made me spend my childhood happily. Grandpa is a dignified man, and my parents are in awe of his old man, especially my grandchildren. I dare not expect anything in front of him. Strangely, grandpa only likes me among a dozen grandchildren, saying that I must be a promising person in the future. I found the firmest confidence in my grandfather at first.

Primary school life feels awkward. When I entered middle school, I began to like studying. To be precise, I like "self-study" and have been longing for teachers to let us do it. I am happiest when I study at night every day, because we have a lot of freedom during that time. The teacher is just doing a patrol and tutoring alone. You can arrange your study at will. The teacher will not interfere with what you study, but will only help you when you need help. I like this form very much. At that time, I began to like reading novels, and Jane Eyre was my favorite. I was deeply impressed by the strong self-esteem, noble self-love and unremitting spirit of self-improvement of the heroine and Weng in the novel. This personality charm has deeply influenced me.

1993 After graduating from college, I returned to my alma mater and became a Chinese teacher.

I'm 22 years old and I'm worried that my students are not afraid of me. The first problem I encountered was that a student who was left in my class because of illness could never hand in his homework. I asked him to write a check and get his parents to sign it, and then I took it to the class meeting.

At that time, I thought it would hurt his self-esteem, but I couldn't think of a better way at the moment. I was worried that he would resist, so I discussed it with him in advance. He agreed, and I was relieved that I didn't lose face in front of the students.

This matter passed in this way, and he did as I said, which also played the role I expected. But after a long time, I learned from this classmate's diary that it was not an embarrassing public review that really played an educational role in this matter.

He said in his diary: "Today, I am ambivalent because I lied to you the other day. I want to tell you the truth today, and I don't want to lie to you any more. " Because when I was reading early today, I accidentally saw you struggling to put up windows for our class. In such cold weather, students are reluctant to reach out to study, but you are not afraid of the cold, trying to stick up the gaps between the windows, keeping the biting cold wind out and warming our classroom. Teacher, the last time you showed me the review, I didn't ask my parents to sign it, but stole my father's seal and built it myself. When you asked me why, I lied to you that it was my father's seal. At that time, I was glad that I lied to you, but until today, seeing that you care so much about us, I suddenly feel how sorry I am for my teacher. I am determined to get rid of the habit of not doing my homework in the future. I don't have the courage to apologize to you. Write it in this diary. When you see it, I hope you can forgive me. "

This diary shocked my heart. It turns out that the child's heart is so delicate and the child understands feelings so much. I regret my previous excesses.

This diary made me sit up and take notice of these teenagers in front of me, and I began to like these children. A lot of warm things happened in our class in the future. Those students are still talking about their unforgettable junior high school life.

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In 2000, I transferred to Guangzhou, a beautiful city. At first, the students in this class I took had a rejection of the teacher who spoke Mandarin, and their eyes showed great distrust.

I am wronged, but I know I can't hate them, because hate can only make the gap between me and my students grow bigger and bigger. I associate with them patiently, and I pay great attention to every detail in the interaction.

The first batch of students I came to Guangzhou to teach have graduated. I thought they might not contact me as often as my former students did after graduation, because after all, there was a thick gap when they first took over teaching them. During the Spring Festival this year, I accidentally received several phone calls from my classmates, and my heart was very warm. Several students came to my home to pay New Year's greetings. After seeing them off, I once again realized the joy of being a teacher. This has once again confirmed that I should love students and respect their educational beliefs.

The educational events that happened in my current educational life really touched me. It is the students who have strengthened my educational belief and taught me to respect and love students.